~☆just want to have fun☆~

sem break

2012-02-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

yeah!sem break already!
finally...what a terrible final exam timetable!
3 days continuously and 2 subjects in a day!
and the worst part was, we're still suffering with the Database assignment!!!
yeah!CNY!!!
i think i was quite enjoy...but sure decreased since i'm 22 years old already.
i love the fireworks and firecrackers!!! or i should say,i most love with those red packets!!!
but still less than thousand... >.<" appreciate...
what was the worst part??my brother!!!
he was damn annoying!bad temper!if you dislike or scold for his behaviour,he gonna run away from home!
WTF!!!what kind of teenagers have produced nowadays?!he never realised about his fault and keep blamming us!
ok!stop~i don't wanna get myself in this!!!
next,money money gone...!
i was upset with my mum!she feels like don't wanna spend money on me!
since i got the red packets money!
what a damn!
why?it's not enough with just 1 nice T-shirt for CNY!
but,there's nothing i can do!
i just can keep inside the heart...
because i'm the eldest so i have the responsibilities...
what a sad case!
yeah!i got wonderful gatherings and outings in this sem break!
and for sure,spent lots of money!@@

eastern sunrise!东方神起!

wow!Kai Ko!!!

silent

2011-12-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

many things happened and changed in this semester.
i just can follow the destiny.
there's no way for me...and i'm quite suffering for those happenings!
TT
i can't really express my true feelings...
no matter my good friends,best friends or even my families...
i use to express my feelings to my best friend...
but,couldn't happen anymore...
there's scars and distance between us.
u can't speak as u like and u may hurt someone.
i'm quite frustrated recently.
feels like stucking there...can't move forward and backward...
i dislike or hate people to speak something but done another thing!
and then ask me please don't care about it...
hahaha!i think u are so blur?blur till u couldn't sense my bad temper??
fine...it's ok!
explain here and there...
i'm tired of hearing that!
your actions told me that u like never care me...
if u scare or worry about my feelings...u wouldn't did these to me!
although we looked close, but it's more further than anyones' thinking!

卑微

2011-12-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

已经来到第3个sem的sem尾了~

这个sem只能说过得真的很低落~

突然有太多的东西发生了~

我,幸亏心脏够好够强!

发生了的事情,也许只能当作回忆~

眼前的更新鲜,大家都喜新厌旧吧?

每次想到时,只能一味地想着自己有多大的本事呢?

竟敢奢望那么多!

自己的条件不好,缺点又多多~

也许久了,发现了更多...

你向好的去,是对的!这是人之常情~

只是,我还停留在原地~

继续傻傻地,笨笨地,呆呆地...徘徊着,想象着,憧憬着那些过去~

其实一开始就是个错~是我自己仍然不小心陷入这个现在那么卑微的困境里!

我得承受着这些事物!

有时候,我在想,好事就没我的份,坏事就一堆等着我!

为什么我总是那个在旁边的人?

难道我就只能这样吗?我就那么地没资格吗?

在吃过盐的大人思想里,他们一定会笑落牙!

这些都只是镜花水月,过眼浮云,不实在的!

可是它足以令你失去自我!喜怒哀乐由它掌控!

这是什么魔力啊~!太恐怖了!

我能否去到最高境界呢?

凡+烦+饭

2011-10-06T10:52:00.001+08:00

凡+烦+饭!!!
第一个“凡”
我是个平凡人!我只是个平凡人!很平凡很平凡那种!
可是,老天爷也许认为我不平凡?
哈哈!
天将降大任于斯人也,必先苦其心志,劳其筋骨,饿其体肤...
这个学期一开始,我的烦恼就来了一堆!
首先,是那个该死的系统!乱乱帮人家random pick~
结果,我就成了被淘汰那个!
真是有没搞错啊!
我还有参加宿舍的2个活动呢!要踢就踢,原来一切都是假!
才不管你有没有参加什么东什么西!
唉~
然后,被apung去tradewinds有没有给人家房间!
walao eh!!!真是够力到~~~!
终于,等到了房间!可是,那房间,她不愿意去住,难道我一个人去住??
我就这样,去跟人家私底下exchange,做了非法的事!
现在过着不稳定的生活~
万一被check到,不懂会怎样!
还发恶梦!!!
第二个“烦”!
我那奇怪的头脑!想着那些莫名其妙的东西!然后又产生很多莫名其妙的感觉!
救命啊!
要是我有个“强心脏”就好咯!
至于鼓队那里,我也不懂算是淡出??
天啊!我就快被遗忘了?
我应该要踊跃一点,去参他们的!!!
难道真的要变成那样吗??
我不要啊!!!
我的脚又扭伤了!!!
真是大吉利是!
臭巴士!人家追到你了,却不载人!!!
那个时间表也是的!8点-10点在DKG 4,10点-12点在DKG 6,12点-2点在DKG 4~!
walao eh!!!搞到大家都迟到!
巴士又少,人又多!!!
那个DKG 6的巴士站又不开放!!!
总之,大学就是要走!!!
第三个“饭”
唉~这3个月的假期把我给养肥了很多!
我现在快冲破60大关了!!!andui andui TT
555
唉!要瘦,可是又懒惰运动!
但我喜欢打羽球和骑脚车!!!
就不喜欢跑太远的步!
那天去KACHI做physical trainning之前就一直在担心害怕说会不会跑到一半又停下,跑不动了!
结果,我有跑完全程,但只因路程不够长!
天啊!对我来说,那时刚刚好了!
再跑下去,我快垮了吧!!!
前几天,去pesta konvo那里做了个普通身体检查!
其实,我对自己很清楚啦!
果然,我真是很肥!但还是属于normal,但就快不normal了!!!
也玩了小摩天轮!我说的是风车咯!可是他们都说是摩天轮!
明明就很矮!

dragon night!鼓队表演很精彩!

传说中的八宝粥!!!

中秋*鼓队的爱*

就是这“摩天轮”?

big ball~我不敢玩!

7.9五音不全!

disappeared??

2011-06-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

somebody tell me...

why i'm so stubborn?!

i hate to being stubborn but i'm still being so so so stubborn!

i can't pretend anymore...that's why i'm blogging today!

lol~~~

i...am missing my university life~and my buddies as well!

i wish to have a meet with them although it's holidays~

and i'm worrying that our relationship will cooler down...

but nothing i can do...

because i don't want to be so active already...

i don't want!why i'm always be the one who care so much??

i also will be tired and i'm a lazy one~~~

i'm crazy...yet i'm still being so patient and waiting for it~@@

what should i do??

i'm so stupid!!!

all those things isn't worth!!!

i know...there's a day,will be worth for me to do these silly things...

i'm hoping for it & waiting for it...

i want to transform...transform into a gentle girl~!

but...it's hard!i also wish to have fair skin...

but,ya!it's damn hard!and i wish to slim down my body...

but,it's super hard!i'm the greedy ones~~~T.T

i wish but after i get it,i wish more & more!

this is the behaviour of normal human being i think!

arghh~i wonder where are you??how are you??

so you just disappeared from my sight~how come!

2011-05-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

回到家后，过了一个多礼拜的“颓废”日子～

成天无所事事，起床刷牙洗脸～吃饭冲凉睡觉～

当然少不了的是娱乐！上网和看电视！

除此之外，就是想念大家～！

难道说回到了现实世界。。。那里的朋友的感情就这样慢慢淡去吗？

唉～

这就是政府的策略？让大学生们朋友满整个马来西亚噢？==

还有！就是那雪州奖赏给进大学的大学生们的RM1000！

就因为欠了个签名～结果搞到超麻烦的！

幸好找到一个朋友帮忙！不好意思啊～

我能否得到那RM1000,就靠你了！

我～最多可以请你吃一餐或者是买份礼物给你作谢礼！

一颗心头大石总算可以放下了一半！

啊～好想买个新手机喔！

可是没钱！没钱是个大问题！

听到朋友说她的姑丈送她一个DV做生日礼物！

哇～好好哦！

不懂几时才会有这种待遇噢～

唉！

最近喜欢上Captain Jack Sparrow！喜欢他的attitude～那种潇洒？^^

Angry birds日潮！

老朋友！少了两个～

真的就好！

终于完了！

2011-05-25T15:11:00.001+08:00

试也考完了！槟城之旅也完了！
时间就是那么快！盼着盼着，结果现在一下下就过完了！
在sem末的时候，我真的很辛苦一下！
因为很想快快考完试！然后就可以去槟城玩！
没想到那么快就完了！
之前我是一直期待着这3个月的假期的，不是吗？
结果回到家，当然是很开心的啦！又吃了那么多的好料！
天啊！一定会变肥！
还有,我要变白啊~!出去，会被晒到！
但我不想做宅女喔～
可是出去又会用到钱～现在有还没能做工～
经过shopping center时，看到那些衣服，包包和鞋子时，眼睛立刻发亮了！
可是要忍住！T.T
唉～好多东西都要忍噢！
可是我的欲望永无止境！啊！讨厌！
在家的这几天，发现还不错！因为FOC！哈哈！
可是，妈咪要向我借一些钱～来供车！
唉！怎么感觉每次我一回到家，她就要和我讨论这些钱的问题～
或许我应该一早就出来干活养家了？好烦啊！
为何我经常都为钱而烦呢？嫁个有钱佬吧！
哈哈！谈何容易啊！
现在的男生，绝对是要美的，会打扮的，白的和瘦的，还要有美腿等等！
嗯～我什么都没有，更别说嫁给有钱佬咯！
哈哈！
有点闷～不是上网就看电视！还有什么呢？
吃饭睡觉和冲凉！上厕所！
几时才开工呢？可是，没人陪我吃饭！和谈天～唉！
maybe带电脑去上班咯，可以解下闷咯！
我相信，朋友之间关心下应该是没什么问题啊！为什么你被惊吓了呢？
为什么和其他人都觉得ok～可是若跟你聊，就要看住，要看自己有否说错话！
原来跟你聊会有种无形的压力～怕说错话！被你骂？还是被你炸？
有点惨～可怜啊我～为什么就不能愉快地聊呢？
也许是我自卑！
我怕～我怕做了什么说了什么会让你不爽～又讲没两句就sorry!
也许是我太笨了？太烦了？
唉哟！control一下啦！
有点奇怪自己怎么那么在乎～我疯了！
原来我是那么地甘愿～被欺负！
真是笨蛋！傻瓜！

PENANG TRIP 大合照 ^^

想你们了～

终于搞了steamboat^^

故事

2011-05-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

每个人都有属于他自己的故事～
那是很私人的～！
我听了一些人的故事...
我觉得并没有什么大不了～
是的，每个人的耐力都不同～所能忍受的也不同～
我不是说自己的故事是有多么的精彩还是什么～
但，我相信，至少比起很多人更惨痛？
已经渐渐地被淡忘掉了～～～
这些记忆，还是可贵的虽然留下来的都不好～
难能可贵嘛～
有时，我想说出口～
但，别人可能会有异样的眼光～
毕竟那都不是什么光荣事，反之，是很羞耻的事～
但发生这种事也不是我所能控制的！
我只是很不了，很痛心他的决定～
他宁可选上一条不归路，也不愿与我们一起创造美好的未来～
机会，给了那么多～他却不珍惜！
难道说我们比不上他那包东西？懊恼～～～
还是我们的换个角度去看待这件事？
我们不是当事人～？我们只是旁观者？
但，我想说的是～我们都是为他好！
我相信，他是疼爱我们的！
只是，只是，只是我们与他的缘分不够！
遗憾～不甘～
剩下模糊的记忆，想缅怀过去缅怀不了！
是他的错？是的！
但，也好像是我的错？
要不是有了我这个意外，也许这些所谓的人间悲剧就不会发生～
我们到了现在还是浮萍～
我，背负着重大的责任和使命！很多事等着我去创造～
我很想给她一个安逸的生活～
到现在为止，我都觉得我们活在恐慌中？
我们不懂几时会有封挂号信说会被告上法庭，如果不缴付完那笔帐～
当然，这些都不是重点！
他留下那些看不见的还是看得见的，都同样让人伤痛～
我知道，单靠我一个人的力量不够～
所以，我得找一个很爱很爱很爱我和我的家人的他～
他的责任异于常人～他得带我去看世界！
他得保护我的家人～！
我不知道未来是如何的，但我知道，我有很多东西要做！
太多太多了～！加油！^^

anything??

2011-04-24T17:11:00.001+08:00

i don't it's good or bad...
i think it's not valuable...
but,i still enjoy at that moment...
childish??
don't know how to describe~
i wish i don't want to 'syok sendiri' already!
but,i still do it~~~when will i stop??
3 months later??
besides,i wish the connection is not only for course things...
maybe hang out and have fun...
but,when i recalled those unhappy things,i'm scare at the same time...
i got not enough confident and i think there are many people that i can't control~~~
the description for Gemini's is true!!!
wish to know everything~!interested in many things...
i've used my brain to do those unimportant things...
i hate myself~~~it's not worth!!!
sometimes i can feel it but i can't also at the same time...
i should be neutral!!!if i do over,who have senses will sense it.
i don't know...i really don't know...it's very hard!!!
ok,i think...just follow the destiny...
but,i'm not patient people...
whenever i see the photo...i'm very upset,angry and miserable!
hahaha~!
ya...i admit that my heart is broken...
'ping pa-lang'...did you hear it??

great paddy field with beloved drummers!

farewell party for two eldest seniors...

girl drummers rockz~!

it's me^^control...

family photo

our destination~!LOMO!!!

heartbroken

2011-04-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

i thought it's a good day today,but,after that moment,it's terrible day today!

nothing i can do...

i just can accept it...

i know that it's very fast~

what is needed is time only...

i'll do well,i know...

i just can't stand with it by the moment just because i get shocked...

sigh~sob...cry??

i don't know how...

i don't know what can i do...

sad T_T

i'm too weak~people are too strong...

i was knocked down heavily!!!

that's all for today...

huh??

2011-04-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

i was feeling down for a little bit things but i was happy again because of another little bit things...

i was upset that my timing was not good??

it's my fault~~~

i had lose the golden chance...to help people~

this was my 1st time to feel so unhappy because can't help people...

but,no use already...time is passing and passing...

i was upset for my Java quiz...i got 0/5 and 1/5 only...

i wish i don't need to retake it next semester...this course really suffer people...

have to grab mind deeply...

next,when i opened Facebook at 10am something...i saw a post that made me more sad~

sigh~sorry to myself...sorry for always frustrated~

but,i should know people cannot control other people...

i felt inferiority again...ya,i was not good enough...my qualification is not good enough...

there are many others very nice...

after few hours,i saw a new post again...

this post made me feeling funny and happier a bit...

haha~~~that's all for today~

my 3rd semester timetable,7 courses again!!!

praying hard!!!for my final exams!!!

微不足道吗？

2011-04-16T20:38:00.001+08:00

so lady??^^

难道只能在上课时间吗？
我可是很贪心的～
或许像是某某人的名言...不见面好过见面～
应该是这样说～不见面时总在想着见面时的开场白；见面时却卡在嘴边说不出来～
很多人都有过这种时候吧！
又或者是对方滔滔不绝地说个不停，自己想说的话都忘了，只顾着如何反驳他！

hi~this is me??

也许，沉默更好？

this is me too^^ my look last year after STPM~

看起来斯文些？
算吧！
我就是那么地渺小～
都怪自己鸡婆到过龙去～
鸡婆越多，就想更多～～～
希望能通过那三个越多的假期给放掉～～～
反正是有那么多地因素是阻挡着去路～
安分守己啦～
自己的本分都做不好，还想贪这个那个！
天下哪有白吃的午餐噢～
笨的人才会一直地陷下去这个无底洞～
那个笨的人就是我！
况且，应该还有很多其他人是这样与人沟通～
我有点羡慕，其他人能良好的沟通着...不像我，得顶来定去，驳来驳去的～
到最后我得沉默～然后又给人家说我emo还是生气了等等～
那么当初为何要这样和我沟通啊？
唉～这样又不是，那样又不是，到底是怎样啦？？
别看我是好像很粗鲁傻傻就这样和我沟通啦～我也希望人家以温柔地语气来谈话～
成天这样乱哈拉有意义吗？
来谈个心...好好地谈，让我了下吧～！
懂啦懂啦～时间！需要的是时间！原谅我是那么地心急～～～
老天爷啊～！

大老板!

2011-04-15T17:52:00.003+08:00

是我自己太鸡婆了吗?或是我自己太over了~
我不懂~
我觉得这是朋友嘛~能帮嘛帮咯!
好像很明显?
昨晚还好好的语气~就没有多好,但只少好过今天!
是因为我太烦了吗??
一直拨电话和sms你~我只是想通知你一下~
提醒你一下咯!
可是,那个语气~我真的受不了!
是我吵醒了你?而你刚起床,有床气?
这关系到以后的咧!是很紧张一下的咧!
是否都想文章里写的那样,越是'帮'就显得越廉价??
也许已造成困扰??还是你忙到就连好的语气也省得跟我说了?
你不是也应该想想用好一点的语气,人家就会开心很多吗?
到底你在拜托人家嘛~竟然还很晦气...
说哎呀~随便啦!
气死我了!T_T
每次都这样~上下下的心情是不错的,下下下就因为你的一字一句而破坏了!
HATE YOU~
不见面好过见?
见到面时所说的话都是很难顶一下，可是这是我们的沟通方式??
我不要啦！我不要这样的顶着我的心～辛苦啊！
啊～～～！讨厌！！！
我只是关心你而已～～～
出自朋友的角度～也许是有超出了多一点～～～
谁叫你让人担心！

just ordinary

2011-04-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

i don't know...i'll become so frustrated nowadays...
my EQ is terrible...because of something and someone...
i felt inferiority because i know my qualification is still average only??
there are many beautiful ladies here...
as the quote saying,there's no ugly ones unless she's the lazy ones...
i'm agree with it...i can be envy or jeolous only at the side...
i wish i can be pretty too!
but,i have no senses about beauty??and no skills...
i just know to go shopping...buy clothes,shoes,bags and so on...
cosmetics??feel like not dare to buy because lack of skills...
feel like wasting money to buy now because don't using it...
thus,i think i'll be pretty in future... what i want just i'm looking fresh when anyone see me...
haha^^
next,is about the distances...i don't know!
i should get closer or stay a few distances is better...
keep the distances,makes me feel like i'm wasting the chances...get closer,i have not brave enough!
how?how?how?
it's so complicated...
assignments!!!many assignments are coming to me very soon!!!
quizzes & tests as well!!!
the lecturer also likes to do things in last minute...so rush!!!
anyway,what i think is not enough!
it's really not enough!there are many things have been neglected!!!
that's all for today!!!

nothing special~~~

2011-04-09T09:34:00.001+08:00

2 color foot~

2 color foot

女侠？^^

修鼓-ing!好认真！

想什么呢？？

i should think wisely!
maybe these are only the 镜花水月~
i found that i'm 自卑when i got the chance...but keep the distances also kind of good things...
so that i won't 越陷越深??
or i already reached无底洞??
i hate this kind of situation...
雾里看花??
holidays!!!
haha~i can should use the holidays wisely...
i'll have a long semester break very soon~!
can i do it successfully??
but after the holidays,i'll get into the trap again!i think...
why so complicated??
hate these kind of things always ruined my mood!
i was so happy at 1st second but i'm starting to emo in next second!!!
HATE HATE HATE~~~
i must improve my EQ!!!
please la...don't always do the silly things...
maybe it's just for fun only...NOTHING SPECIAL!!!

24 FESTIVE DRUMS ^^

2011-04-03T15:56:00.000+08:00

I joined this super nice underground group since last semester!
i really love this group very much...
all the members are very cute,fun,strong,pretty,handsome,charm and so on...
we have gone through sorrow and pain & happiness!
we will have many crazy times when we are together...
we have performed about 15 times...the feel is very great!!!
although we are nervous before the performance,but we are enjoying during performance...
the,what after this??physical problem...1st,hands...2nd,legs and 3rd,back...
but,it's happiness pain...haha!

星座

2011-03-30T17:30:00.001+08:00

最近爱看关于星座的解说～
俺是双子～
别老说双子花心什么的！
双子一旦爱上了就会很投入！
一伤就会很伤！
双子也超矛盾！超烦恼的！
一个说停止；另一个却说继续吧！
或许该这样说，根本停止不了！
最近也很情绪化！
自从露营回来后，不好的事接踵而来！
首先就是扭到右脚，左脚伤得更重却懵然不知！
还一直依靠左脚来支撑！
第二，手机坏了！！！
之前已是超想换掉·了，可是没钱啊～
渴望的都是贵的！
然后，就是assignments啊，quizzes啊，midterm啊那些咯！
唉～一次过全部来！
啊～超讨厌！
更惨的是，emo变成了我的小小坏习惯！
就因为那样和这样，我就笨笨地把自己的情绪给搞坏掉！
要不然就上一分钟还很好玩，下一分钟却静静地默不出声！
我觉得我的情绪都受控于别人了！
怎么会这样？
原来快乐只是写在脸上的表情而已，并没有因真正的快乐而快乐出来！
我应该了解自己的份量～我通常都不是人家的最佳选择，我最多是第二...
当我以为自己是特别的时候，但其实人家早已见怪不怪～司空见惯了！
我是大番薯，大笨蛋，大傻瓜！
一点小事而已！我应该，不是，一定要训练自己变得酷一点，强悍一点！
那么才不会那么容易被K.O掉！
继续扮演好我Player的角色！
演得更好！更出色！
真的很不爽那些表面看起来很好但其实私底下根本是两回事的人！！！
恨死你了！！！

reached summit!!!

right leg in bad condition...

left leg in bad condition also...

Save your life with "The Triangle of Life"

2011-03-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

"Triangle of Life":

Without listening or reading, simply by looking at the following self-explanatory photos, you can learn more than in a thousand words about how to protect yourself during a major earthquake...

If you are inside a vehicle, come out and sit or lie down next to it. If something falls on the vehicle, it will leave an empty space along the sides. See below:

ALERT!!!

怎么办？

2011-03-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

i hate this kind of situation...
all the things will come to me very soon!
stress??sure!!!
it's no such deal...because have to follow the lecturers & timetable...
sometimes i think i'm crazy...because i act too over!
just want to cheer up myself and others as well...but i think i was crazy and my friends did feel too...
don't know this maybe kind of symptoms of psycho problem??
i have good times with my new room mate this afternoon...she told me something and i recalled mines...i had experienced her story for 5-6 years ago~
i was form 3 that time and i presented my senior a graduation gift...for wishing him doing well in his SPM soon...i got not enough brave to send him myself so asked help from my best friend...
i can't believe!she was doing the same thing to her admire ones today~of course,it's a big big secret!
the staffs said ''secret admire'' will be written there so no one could figure out...cool!
she said just want to see his reaction...want to play a fool on him...
sigh...she did share her & his sweet memories with me and i did as well...
it's sweet but somehow i feel that it's bitter at the same time!
i was so misfortune after i get back from the scout's camping...!
i don't know was i doing something wrong when i was hiking??maybe i killed lots of ants??
i was so rushing for not wasting my RM28 for the Kachi Charity Night Dinner...but,unluckily,i fall down and sprained my legs!!!how stupid i was!!!
i got nothing to blame,just can blaming myself for being so stupid!!!
i thought it's not that serious in the beginning,but i just realised that not only right foot sprained but left foot sprained too!!!swollen & bruised!!!
argh!!!might it be??i had touched someone's important part??!thus,his God come to punish me??T_T
crazy!!!
okay!let's talk about the happy part!!!
finally,i got my DEAN Certificate!!!felt so honor!!!
it's my 1st academic reward in my university!!!
thanks for my hardworking spirit & room mates!they have motivate me a lot!
i wish i can push myself to work more harder in the coming final exams which will held in May!
i wish i can graduated in 1st class...can i??will i??
so that no need to cover back the PTPTN??
1 more bad thing-my phone was damaged again!!!
due to the battery power for not charging so long huh??
goodness!!!i can't turn it on!!!after bluetooth & received a call,it turn off automatically & never can be turn on anymore!!!
i want to get a new phone...but my desire ones always out of budget!!!
should i receive my mum's suggestion-Nokia C5-03??
but its function still not enough!!!i want Android!Sony Ericsson Xperia Pro!!!
but no choice,Symbian also not bad~Nokia X6??Nokia N8??
hate myself for demanding so much!!!
those IT stuffs always my love ones...i'm just too wish for it...
okay la...Nokia X6 is enough!got a 5-megapixels with Carl Zeiss lenses and TV-Out!
and is a music phone!but...out of budget!!!
i want MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$MONEY COME TO ME PLEASE!

it's HARD!!!`

2011-03-17T17:53:00.000+08:00

really blur nowadays...
2nd semester has started for more than 3 months already...but,i'm still blur with my academic...
especially HCI~!JAVA too...
i got no confident on these 2 papers...others like Audio,also makes no sense...
i feel like no motivation...no heart to deal with those troubles...
i hate myself...!
why why why??
i'm wishing so much & i'm just wishing only...
i didn't put effort on it...how to fulfill my wishes??
so bad,so sad!
moreover,i'm always emo in this sem...i feel that my spirit condition is not strong enough!!!
people loves to play with me...i must try my best to overcome it's tasks...upgrade my level as well!
who can stay calm longer,who is the winner!!!
HATE HATE HATE~~~

it's HOLIDAYS!!!

2010-12-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

yeah^^
final exams is ended!!!
this was the moment that i'm waiting for a long time~!!!
i never know that university's exams like SPM and STPM...used a period of about a month!!!
but,i'm happy with it...because i could have more time to do revision!
and,i observed myself....well,i was shocked by myself!!!
this was the 1st time ever to be so hardworking after primary school~!!!
wow!!!admire my spirit!thanks to my room mates for helping to explode my hardworking spirit!
i wish to get result with flying colors!!!^^
there's little regrets...i didn't realize that the last question of Statistics!!!argh...
i really upset with it!!!and it's times up when i saw it!!!
i was confident with this question but,i got no time!!!sigh!
next,it's toughest paper & last paper-Multimedia System Foundation...
i got no idea to answer...i left it with many blanks...especially the structure questions in Section C...
okay!after these question paper,let's talk about the carry marks...
oh gosh!!!our streamer got zero!!!just because the lecturer couldn't open it!
ans she said we have to send to her again via email...
okay!i sent but how am i going to confirm that she is received...
anyway,we have to believe that the lecturer will responsible for it...!
that's all...what am i going to talk??
haha!it's holidays!!!
i got a month for holidays!i thought i have to go to work at my uncle's company~
but,i haven't receive the notice yet...so,let me relax for few days 1st^^
i need money!!!for me to get another phone...with 016's...
it's free to access facebook for every Digi user!!!
i wish to enjoy this advantage too!!!
but,mom just spent 300 bugs for get a new monitor...Acer 20'' monitor...
haiz...
the timing is not good for me to spend another 500 bugs...
damn it...!
hate this kind of situation!!!always lack of money!!!
i wish that i'll not facing this again when i get into the social university!!!
JYJ!!!
i'm back for them!!!haha^^
their live show are amazing!!!since they have to sing in English!!!
another regret because couldn't go for their showcase in Kuala Lumpur!!!
i was in Kedah!!!i never think this will happen to me because those idols are prefer to have show in the city...
and i was born in the city...but then i'm studying in jungle...sigh~!
nevermind...think from other point of view!i save some money^^
okay!that's all for today^^

final exams

2010-11-30T16:08:00.001+08:00

ya,as title...it's having final exams of 1st semester in university!
November,is the month that made me experienced a lots~
firstly,the study week has been changed to be study month~due to the sudden flood~
it's horrible & terrible~this was the 1st ever to experience it myself!
moreover,i saw the poor victims were sleeping in the tent around the road!
i felt miserable and tears is going to be dropped!
feel like the scenes in the movie...
next,let's talking about the exams...
since we have a long holidays and we all should be ready for exams...
but,i'm not!!!but,with the courage of dear room mates,i was starting to do revision for ethnic relationship!
i read the book which it's thickness liked a novel!and those past year paper too!
i found out that the paper was same with the past year exactly!hmm!oops~
probably!with 99%~
the 2nd paper was Programming & Authoring!it's in structure form...
so,have to study hard on it...but,it's much more easier if compared with Statistics for IT!
i read the past year papers to figure out how does the questions like~
and the current paper was much more easier!i felt so lucky^^
the unbelieveable part was the cool 1 sat beside me and he done the paper within 30 minutes~!
oh my goodness!the duration for this paper is 2 1/2 hours!kinda cool & felt upset for his action!
how could it be huh??!
next,talking about Vampire Diaries!!!
i'm crazy for this drama recently!!!i used 3-4 days to finish up the season 1~and it's season 2 now!
those characters are awesome for the outlook~!handsomes & pretties!!!
Stefan & Damon are so charm!!!
i think i like Damon!!!his characteristics is interesting!
he always act to be bad but he is good in real!
by the way,i want to said that there are many scenes that is under age!!!18sx!
it's extreme!feel disgusting if stay on that kind of scenes!
then,is the trap again!
i hate it but i can't deal with it when it comes to me!
when have joys & laughter,it's worse then!
this is the bad thing for Gemini!
thinks more than others!!!
ok!it's enough~continue my Vampire Diaries!

Nokia X3-02 TOUCH & TYPE

2010-11-09T20:38:00.001+08:00

i'm interested with this cellphone recently~!!!

it's considered very cheap for its function in the market...

but,i think that families will scold me again...

i love IT stuffs~but the IT stuffs that i like always expensive~!!!

argh~!!!i want a touchscreen cellphone~with WIFI!!!

yeah!it's BLUE^^

2.4″ QVGA touch screen

78g

3G/HSPA, WiFi, Bluetooth, FM Radio and a 5MP Camera

i'm back

2010-11-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

hoo la la~!
i'm back to my sweet home again^^
this is because of the serious flood happens in Kedah,Perlis and Penang...and the final exams is forced to be postponed...
the existing exams timetable is from 8th November to 3rd December...but the latest one,changed to 22nd November to 13th December!!!
pissed off with those changes!!!mess up my schedule!!!
but,i can have more time to do revision...or for me to play more??
i was rushing home last weekend~once we knew the timetable has changed!
and many people said if you want to get out of UUM or Kedah,you must be hurry!!!or you'll being quarantine~
sounds so scary!!!since the flood happened seriously,many problems have comes to all~
some of them there'll be lack of food supplies,water,electric and transport!
this is such a super duper serious for me because i'm so happiness till now!
i read this kind of news and never notice that it's very serious...but,i'm noticed it and realized that i'm being protected for a long time...
when i passed by the happens area,i felt miserable and tears going to come out...
the victims are pity enough...they got no home to stay and they forced to set up some tents and sleep inside for these couple days~
WATER EVERYWHERE...NO LIGHTS...
the paddy field turns into lake or sea...many things has gone...
never ever imagine i could see these through my eyes~!
ok~next...
going to talk about my dearest mum's driving skills...
haha^^
she fetch us went out!althought it's just a very common for other people,but,in my mind,this is a super extraordinary things ever~
i wish the moment had comes to me!!!hooray^^
i have to practice more on it too...i would like to drive to many places as well as shopping centres!!!
wish my dreams will happen very soon!

upset

2010-11-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

sigh...i'm making myself to get into the trap again!
why i'm so stubborn?!argh~
i should be trained so that i'll not bow easily!
but,what i'm needed is TIME~!
after final exams,we all will get back to hometown!
yeah^^
then i can release from this situation!
why am i being stucked again??
i should be concern on the more important things...
since there are many others in our life...
T.T
anyone please come to rescue me?

HERO,i'm waiting for you for a long time...

although you're here right now and i didn't notice it...
i have to learn these from them,so that i'll stand strongly from heart~
gambateh!aza aza fighting!SHANE NYX^^

study week has began~

2010-11-01T17:50:00.001+08:00

yes...as title,we are having holidays for revision!
there're many student get back to their sweet home but i didn't~
why??in my opinion,i couldn't study at home...with my years of experiences!
KL is a city that full of attraction...especially entertainment!
i can predict that i'll use lots of money for gathering and shopping~
that's the reason i force myself to stay in UUM~
sigh!the rain never stop since it's started!!!
it has been rain for 3 days and 3 nights non-stop!!!horrible and terrible!
this is the 1st time for me to deal with this incident~
there are flooding places and the main road to get in and out of UUM was forced to be closed temporary!
argh~as our plan,we'll having family trip tomorrow~but,it has gone??
or the God wants us to save money and study as well??
it's very serious!would this a signal from the God??
UUM like Forks in Twilight now...haha^^
we can't see the sun,no more sunshine~
this kind of weather makes me want to hide inside my bed and covered up with blanket!24 hours stay in my bed!!!
i dislike wet and cold~but,dry and hot not my favourite too~i just want to be balance!
last week was just too dry and hot but now,just too cold and wet!it's too over!exceeded the limit!!!
besides,since nothing to do,i broke a new record!my record only...open laptop and Facebook over 12 hours~insane~!
conclusion,RAINY DAYS PLEASE GO AWAY!SUNNY DAYS PLEASE COME BACK!^^
pity birds can't get back to their nest
flooding fieldT.T
flooding ceiling T.T

2010-10-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

双子座座的性格，准到令人心痛！

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　笑>> > 　　>> >>> >双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　爱>> > 　　>> >>> >一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：>> >>> > 　　双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　坚强>> > 　　>> >>> > 有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向>> >>> > 　　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　人际>> > 　　>> >>> > 　双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　朋友>> > 　　>> >>> > 当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　执着>> > 　　>> >>> > 说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　自尊>> > 　　>> >>> > 双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　分享>> > 　　>> >>> >在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。>> > 　　

T.T

2010-10-19T13:41:00.002+08:00

最近都很恨很忙！
就是念multimedia的都很忙！人家就早早给忙完了~而我们却在后段忙！而且距离final前一个礼拜！
为什么这样啊！！！
真的不喜欢这种last minute的感觉！
那些lecturer怎么不早讲！
突然觉得功课比assignments更容易！
功课得在一两天完成，而assignments就一个礼拜以上！
就让我感觉好像做来做去都做不完！
啊~but,当看到自己的作品出来时，真的会很感动！毕竟是有血有泪的嘛！
不知如此~还有quiz之类的一大堆！
我知道其实都为了我们好！因为有些人的carry marks不够~
然后，那个hubungan etnik的ustaz更衰！他说要扣人家30分！
天啊！他的火有酱够力吗？他应该都会知道有些人会做那种事，为何偏偏就发泄在我们这些无辜者的身上呀！
总之这个星期是个很忙很忙又很烦很烦又很火爆很火爆的一个星期来的！！！

many many^^

2010-10-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

there were too much of interesting that i couldn't share out here...i just pick randomly and try my best to share here~
after get back into the jungle,it's around 6am something only...and i can't find any human being walking around!!!oh my goodness!!!the residential hall looked like the 'die city'!it's horrible for me...even the insects also hidden themselves~the flat is light off!and i was carrying two big luggage!i don't how am i going to bring these up to 5th floor!!!anyway,i have to do so because there's trainning of 24 festive drums at 8am later!
finally,i get back to my room and i started to arrange my stuffs back to the normal place~i realised that i brought lots of stuffs during arrangement~i used around half an hour for this arrangement~
after that,i rush to the Proton residential hall with Chris...we get late over there because we get there by foot!!!there's no transportation during this period...no matter you are willing to pay!i was shocked when i was told to run over lots of residential halls!!!i was the slowest as usual since i have asthma~those warm up style were funny and cute^^
i was exhausted for 3 days of trainning!!!we have to take the 40kg's drum by hands and legs~!terrible!!!seems like impossible for me!thus,i did an impossible job!^0^
then,the Mid-Autumn Festival...which dropped on 23rd September...this is the 1st time ever i didn't celebrate with my beloved families~i celebrate this with my dear room mates~we have joys and laughter near to the field...and our celebration was considered late because we were busying on some events...we celebrate at 11.30pm!haha^^it's a warm celebration!we lighted up the candles and played tanglung as well~!mooncake-the main character on that night!!!it's superb delicious!in flavored of chocolate!!!^^yeah!
next,going to talk about the MPP Mooncake Festival Charity Night~i'm the ajk of programme bureau and performer~we're being responsible to draw and color the backdrop for couple of times...the size of the backdrop is extremely large since we hold the event at the Great Hall~besides,we also have to sew some clothes for the programme such as dramas...our theme for this event is from the previous to current...that's why we'll have the 24 Festive Drums,Dynasty Tang's drama,Singing some classical songs,Pop Dance-Michael Jackson to Bad Romance of Lady Gaga and Sat in the City...haha^^those performance were awesome!!!we invited many others university such as UPM,USM,UNIMAP,UPSI and so on...this was such a great event that i never join previously~i was going to perform 24 Festive Drums~we practice hard and there're lots of pose that we used to perform on that night~although there're some mistakes,but i think they have try their best to give the best to the audience...but,there're some audience that they critics about our event...their words is terrible!i realised that there're many things to learn through this event...not only the skills~i agree that the lucky draw was quite long and it's a mistake too~the event was passed so fast and i just recalled about the interview session for ajk...times flies~
i never ever to know that the university life is so busy!the assignments liked never finish...since the lecturer is offering you to hand in after few weeks or months~i was upset with the animation!how am i going to finish an animation since i'm just a semester 1 student for multimedia?those applications are complex!i still can't manage well with them!!!Adobe...Macromedia...always grabbing mind so that the creativity will produce faster~arghhh~sighhh~ishh!
moreover,there're lots of quizzes and tests!i was told that the course that i taken now is having few exams...yes!agree,but still have other subjects like statistics!!!gosh!!!maths again!i have to take maths for 3-4 semesters!horrible!!!
ok...it's enough!i'll upload some photos when i'm free...and i'll do updates if i'm free again~

一个人

2010-09-13T10:19:00.001+08:00

时间飞逝啊！倒数开始了！我得回到去森林~进行我的二十四节令鼓的训练！舍不得呀！不舍得呀！回到家已经开始发病了！可是我得出去逛街扫货！怎知第一天出街时，天公不作美！下了个算是倾盆大雨咯！就这样，我就开始伤风得更严重！T.T
不过，总算品尝了我期待已久的麦当劳！也算是个安慰吧！^^而且在排队时竟然因为觉得排得太久，而骂了前面那位先生，当然他也听到！结果他跟我说我排错了位置！害得我很气，排了那么久竟然排错了，而且也很没面子~
终于，我买到了~去拿酱料时，我还偷拿了5包糖以便拿回去森林泡茶喝！只怪外面没得卖咯！还是我没看到咯~吃到一半时，那里的冷气超冷的！怪不得那里没人坐啦！只是我和雪亦俩傻傻地跑去选到这位置...
之后轮到中六的聚会~我又是被巴士害得我迟到了！人有三急，一到步就忙着找厕所！才发现原来TIMES SQUARE厕所是蛮遥远的~点了饮料后，看到一位貌似嘉雯的美女~就追过去多看两眼，与她对望了两三秒，发现她好像不认得我了！我的样子有那么大的改变吗？还是那不是她？她在英国~？不管了，回到座位继续与中六的朋友们聊聊大学的故事~聊着聊着，原来MAY KAY竟然被逼拿biology~一科根本与她念的course一点关系也没有！真的很奇怪！连她的教授也不知为何得教他们~然后，SZE YEN来了...我看着她，觉得她有女强人的feel！由于前几天是她的生日，我们就合伙买了个背包给她，而刚好她也需要一个背包去上课！没想到的是，她说邀请我们去喝STARBUCKS~天啊！很贵的咧！原来她之前是员工，所以有RM400等她去claim...就这样，我喝到了人生里第三次免费的STARBUCKS~我所喜爱的-DARK MOCHA！还吃了几口的cheese cake~哇！好好吃呢！而且是免费咧！还真是幸运！怎知好戏在后头啦！我在那里一直发冷，还发抖！刚好雪亦有准备衣服去晓莹家过夜，所以就拿了她那N年前的衣服来盖盖！可是，还是很冷！最后，我惟有先离开...去买了雨伞和小风扇后，就赶快去等巴士回家！臭巴士！等了快一个钟才来！我已经发烧到很严重了！而且也头痛了！这令我回想起之前在森林里生病！情况也是大概如此！一个人，撑把伞，外头刮着冷风，下着大雨，来来往往了好几回！就是为了那个PTPTN~想得到政府的贷款还真不容易啊！我觉得这里两次的生病都很可怕！每次都烧到头痛！感觉上只差那么一点，就把头脑给烧坏了！幸好老天爷保佑！让我撑下去了！
到了昨天！我又去TIMES SQUARE~一去到那儿，妈咪就摔倒了，也扭到脚的筋！真可怜~然后我们就朝着NiCHii的方向前进！试穿了，突然腹痛如绞！当然飞着去上厕所咯！其实是因为生理痛啦~一阵子后，妈咪来找我了~我们又到回去买那件礼服~剩下的就是一双鞋了！很开心！因为有的买新鞋！而我最喜欢买鞋子了！结果逛了几个钟也找不到我的心头好~妈咪也开始嚷嚷~弟弟也在那儿碎碎念~yeah！终于，我买到了这双~2寸多的高跟鞋~还蛮贵的！没想到现在的鞋子都很贵一下了！感叹住在森林久了~外面的世界也不停在改变！
CONCLUSION，这个假期用了很多钱！就如小姨所说，一次过够够力地用~只因在森林也没什么机会大买特买~^0^

cute fan^^

在家的feel

2010-09-09T12:04:00.003+08:00

回到家的感觉当然是最好的！大家都知道！屋子，是让你待的地方~家，是让你感受温暖的地方！祝母曾告诉我，人不可以没有家！这句话烙印在我的脑海里！从此以后，我知道我的使命！我得努力，然后给妈妈一个家！已经二十年了！我们都没有真正属于自己的一个家~妈妈离开了原本属于她的家，一个从小给她温暖的家~来到了一个无根的家~就如浮萍一样！到处飘泊...在这儿待了个十年，又飘去另一个地方，在待多个十年...
为何没有家？这个问题的答案实在太长了~别再去追究为何会这样，为何会那样~现在与未来才是最为重要！既然过去已是定局了，已是历史，为何不好好利用现在的本能，来创造美好的未来？我知道这些事是急不来的~得一步一步地走，这样才不会乱，才不会错过当中有趣的点点滴滴！
终于，uncle给我们买了一辆车子~是二手的kancil~我不在乎是什么样的车子，我需要的是方便！我很期待！期待那种被妈妈载着去目的地的感觉！从小到大，一直都是麻烦着人家！我觉得有了这辆车，真的减少了我们的困扰之外，想必其他人的困扰也跟着减少了！真是开心啊！^0^
一直以来，我承认~我很羡慕也很妒忌人家~有车子了，也有房子了~他们已经完成了我的愿望！对于我来说，我所期待的就是能拥有一间屋子！一间真正属于自己的一间屋子~有了屋子就有家！有了家就有温暖！多么美妙的事啊！至于车子，我最希望它能省油钱!
其实有时觉得自己的责任真得很重大！我是长女又是长孙！必须给后辈们一个好榜样！长女，弟弟年纪与我相隔了八年，然后他的窍还没开~妈妈身体不好！我必须学做一个赚钱高手！我自己也很想要成为一个很有经济基础的女强人！一位走路有风有势的人~每当看到那些以女性为主题的TVB港剧时，我就觉得想看~当她们面对失败时，虽然很可怜很悲惨~但当她们从新振作起来，脱胎换骨时~往往让周边的人眼前一亮！我就想充实我的内涵，我的能力然后再发挥出来~然后让大家眼前一亮与尊重！

可爱呗？

哈哈~就此搁笔！^0^

Home Sweet Home^^

2010-09-04T11:27:00.000+08:00

yeah!finally,i get back to my house after suffered from the long journey in the bus~

it taken about 8 hours~i reached Bukit Jalil Bus Station at about 6am...i saw my course mate or neighbor while waiting for my uncle to fetch me back to home...

i found it's a bit strange the moment mom opened the door~

since i was tiring so i take a nap...but,i couldn't make it,maybe i'm just too excited?

2 hours later,i have breakfast with mom...i ate prawn mee!!!but,the prawn were small in size and the soup,not enough of the taste of prawn...what to do??i should use these ten days to enjoy all the food and try my best to put them into my mouth before i get into the jungle!!!

i would like to have Mc Donalds as my lunch while Sushi King as my dinner~besides,i have a lot of stuffs to buy...such as baju kurung,it;s expensive!!!not only this,others like formal shirt,i also have to buy 2 more~because i study five days per week!if heavy rain,then the clothes can't dry and i don't have shirt to wear!!!

argh,long time didn't practice my English!and it becoming worse!!!i should updates more to train my English!!!

i found that mom is boring these couple of months because no one chat with her at night since brother is too young~i found that she have to work hard like wash clothes,cook meal,wash dishes and collect the clothes as well!i'm too lazy and annoying to do these kind of work previously!

i feel that i'm so unfilial~T.Tsigh~

mom,i'm sorry!!!i just thinking of myself...i just want to run away from these...i'm so selfish!!!

i have spent mom's RM63 after i came back~i bought t-shirt and jeans~!really bad girl!!!

PTPTN!!!when will the government transfer the money to me??a good news from mom...she said she is helping me to apply for not need to return the PTPTN!!!WOW!it's cool!!!this really help us to release lots of burden!the condition is the CGPA must be more than 2.5 or 4C!!!luckily i 'm qualified!!!

moreover,i wish to have sing k session and movies with friends and families!!!i experienced the differences between the jungle life and the city life!!!i found that the t-shirts now is better than last time before i left KL...i can't wait for shopping!but,i lack of money!and will going to spend a lot for gathering soon!ok la,it's enough...

started my University Life!

2010-07-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

yeah!finally,i got the offer from Nouthern of University Malaysia...
my course is Bachelor of Multimedia...it needs 3 years...
i have to stay in hostel which is very far away from my hometown,is about 400km!!!
and it's located in the deep jungle...maybe will do jungle trekking in future??
as i know,i could often to see the animals,such as monkeys,cats,grasshoppers,moth,spider,praying mantis and so on!!!
i used less than an hour to pack my big luggage...with mom's help!in order to check the list of equipments to be packed!
i was so suffering during orientation week!!!we all have to go to the great hall by foot since we're the nearest hostel compared to others!!!oh my goodness!!!it's taken my time of 20 minutes to reach there!!!
i'm getting exhausted!!!we all sleep at 2 or 3am and wake up at 5am!!!it's totally not enough for me!!!
but,it's ended with the wonderful & awesome performance by seniors & juniors...
the climax reached while a guy acted as a drug addicts...his acting was superb awesome!!!he should go to Hong Kong's TVB to be trained as actor!!!
otherwise,there's a guy who acted as a girl and be coupled with another guy...they enjoyed themselves in front of thousands of audience!!!
i fall asleep during the other part...
and now,my lecture has begun!!!i have to wake up around 6am everyday...if i would like to have breakfast!
but,my room mates are very hardworking...so,i have to train to be hardworking...this is good for me!
i love sports so i would like to have badminton session with room mates,Ching Foong/Chris and Li Poh/Shierly...but,unfortunately,the officer said it's fully booked...thus,we intend to take a ride on bicycle!
but,1st come 1st serve!!!there's seven guys took over the bicycle and left nothing more for us!!!
the officer suggested that we stay patient and wait them to come back...half an hour later,they're back but the sky turned into dark & seems like to have a heavy rain!!!yes,it's happened in few minutes later only!!!we couldn't do anything,we just stay there...after that,Shierly & me fall asleep!!!accompanied with songs from Chris's handset...^^
finally,the rain has ended...and the officer pity on us so asked us to have gym session...
i found that there's some facilities not functioned!!! ==
other than that,there's a short night market in the T-junction of our residential hall~we bought a cup of pearl milk tea that without pearl!we couldn't stay longer as it's going to rain again!==
after lectures,i feel like nothing to do,just online as i want to download Twilight Eclipse!!!i'm waiting for so long but it haven't finish downloaded!!!==
ok la...
that's my life going on~wish to have a more wonderful later on...!!!

what a long queue in the very early morning!nice quote!

room mates & course mates!room mates & course mates!

the 'fully booked' badminton court

the superb cold DKG 4/3?

shocked!!!

2010-06-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

heart disease!!!
haha^^
this is because of either UPU or UUM?probably is UUM!
the moment i knew that i could get offered from UUM,i felt like i had won lottery!!!
i shared joys & laughter with them immediately!i was just too excited and LUCKY!!!
i even can't continue with my lunch!!!but,i just forced myself to finish it as soon as possible!
so that i can tell my beloved family and friends!
but,nightmare began!!!i have to go to the website of UUM to get my offered letter and some guides there!
oh my God!!!i can't access!!!'HARAP MAAF!PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA!'
my emotion just liked from the highest dropped to the bottom!!!but,what can i do??
my tears is going to drop!!!so,i switched off my computer quickly and go to bedroom to have a nap!!!
but,the tears keep on coming out automatically!!!
what a big prank!!!
after a nap,i felt better and what i have to do is just accept the reality!
but,i still asking others to find out the answer!all of them saying that UUM will surely approve my application since UPU already approved!!!
anyway,i still worry & confused but not only me,whole family also worrying,especially my beloved grandma!
thanks for my little aunt!ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!!
she sent me an email and it's describe about my extraordinary incident!so,i just need to forward it to UUM~
suffers time really gone slowly!!!so,mum suggest to have a short trip to Putrajaya!and i didn't realize about her purpose!
when we reached there,we take a walk at the bridge~and we guessing how many millions has been used to build this grand bridge!i think it's a nice place for couples~especially malays~i saw many pairs at there~
i wish to go again in the evening because it's too dark when we reached there!the lake view become strange!
after that,we almost get lost!!!uncle never come previously!but,luckily he can U-turned since there's less of car!^^
the next day morning!!!i checked again in UUM's website!!!surprised!!!i could access already!!!
my stone is my heart have released!!!i spread this news to my grandma and she said she didn't sleep well!!!
oh no...i liked a unfilial granddaughter!
and now!!!i felt so troublesome!!!many things have to be done by myself!!!we are not fed anymore like previously during primary and secondary school!!!luckily,my mum helped me a lot!!!
but,i'll leave her and grandma very soon!and brother as well!!!they're the most important people in my life!
i'm going to start my independence life very soon!from 4th of July onwards!!!till ???i couldn't confirm that i'll graduate successfully in future...but,i have to try my best to fulfill their hope on me!!!
i hope strongly that i'll prepare to work hard later since there's a strange place & strange people for me!!!
fighting!!!

birthday^^

2010-06-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

是的！本人刚庆祝了自己二十岁的生日！跟一班好朋友/老朋友！
真得很感激她们！
有些做工很累了，可是还很赏面子，来帮我庆生！
不然就是上了整天的课，然后就给我过来了！
天啊！她们带我去FULL HOUSE！真得很贵吃呢！
原本以为有SET的，结果只是LUNCH TIME才有！没办法！唯有硬着头皮选一些算是最便宜的来吃！PS：我只带了RM13！虽然有猜到自己不必付钱，但没想到她们去FULL HOUSE！
结果，5个人吃了RM130，可是算四个人的份~PAISEH!!!我自己也很不好意思！害大家辛辛苦苦赚来的钱给花掉了~尤其是梁小姐和米雪小姐！真是太感谢了！
当然，美娜小姐也功不可没！她亲手烘烤了蛋糕给我！超可爱的呐！！！也超有心！我都感受到了！下个月她就要去新加坡工作了！很突然！
再说，嘉仪小姐！更是难得！很少见到她！现在是幸福的不得了咯！恭喜恭喜！嘻嘻！
YEAH！我成功了！被UUM录取了！超荣幸又兴奋！也很幸运！真的感谢上苍！科目是MULTIMEDIA~其实范围很广！我也不清楚自己到底将会读到什么东西去~有点茫然！
真得很期待毕业那天所带着四方帽的我！希望能顺利完成这个学位！加油啊！！！

Desire~

2010-05-31T21:09:00.003+08:00

i wish to buy a lot of things nowadays as i'm growing elder~

especially the electronic appliances!!!it's cool~

last year,i intend to buy Sony PSP but it came to Sony PS2 for my brother in the end...

afterward,i bought a camera which branded in Sony...

i found out that i seldom using it and it's quite a waste of money??

besides,i'm always dream to own a washing machine as i have to wash the whole family clothes after STPM...please please!!!

i don't know the reason that my mum disagree to have one...she think just a little bit of clothes...but,what if we having trip or the blanket??she is quite stubborn...

then,LCD TV!!!the 21' Sony TV in well condition but the sounds seem like got a small problem~i make the volume of 30 normally but is too soft nowadays...what's the problem??

maybe i'm working in a factory??and the machine sounds has bring lots of effects to me??not only me,both of them got the same opinion...so,we are agree to buy one...

the problem is we'll get our license soon...then,we want to have a car!

we got an eye of Perodua Viva...it's considered as cheapest and fuel save car...

and i was busying to find some information of netbook or notebook previously!but,all the desire got to be call off if we want to have a car...

drving test-failed!

2010-05-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

so upset for my failure in the driving test...

i have passed for parking and even the hardest part-'hill'~

but,did i careless??no,i think it was the clutch problem!!!

i have tried my best to manage it but,i was lack of luck!

i was failed for the easiest part-3-point-turned!!!WTF!

can't deal with it...maybe i'm the 1 out of 100 person!

the probability almost equal to 0...

something seems like impossible but,it comes to be possible in the end!this the lesson i learnt for it~

although it already 5 days ago,but i still angry with the JPJ~

he was too straight to me...why don't he just give me a little chance??

oh my poor destiny...i have to waste another RM150 for it again...

RM150 is very useful!i can spend it for something more meaningful!

now what i'm waiting is i want to buy a car...

i wish to have a second hand car,that's enough~

but,mum said why don't we buy a new car-Viva...

so,she is willing to pay the installment and why i don't agree with her opinion...?

i started to like and concern for the Viva nowadays...

and we can't decide the colour that we want,either light green or silver...

mum want it to be special but i worry whether it could be sold in future...

but but but,we haven't get the license yet!!!and we were worrying these lots of things...

i think we'll going for silver and the model of 850MT~

manual is more safety but it's harder to manage when traffic jam...

家里的超级小霸王！

2010-04-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

每当想到，看到还是听到他-贾竣！我的弟弟时，我就想到两个字-火爆！

我真的超级十分非常很顶他不顺！

他那好吃懒做的性格，不知从几年级开始，应该是二三年级的时候吧？！就开始爆发到现在~

现在更是变本加厉到不行！

正所谓家人没得选，就唯有忍忍忍！

可是我承认我的性格也是有专横霸道啦！所以家里经常很吵！虽然只有三个人！

现在的小孩到底怎么了？！

想比起以前的我，真是天壤之别！！！

不是说我自己很爱~这是事实！

他很少自己做功课，除非是抄书或者不必用脑的~

我的妈妈就是每天帮他做功课！尤其是数学！真是噢买尬！

想起我以前那自动自发的精神，根本没得比呀！

真是要命吐血呀！

他的头脑里只是玩~什么卡通啦还是漫画啦！他都算很精通的了！

还有他的坏习惯！喜欢咬手指甲还有脚趾甲！

都不懂骂了多少百次！还有还有，他最喜欢弄到满地都是他的垃圾，证明是他的地盘？

结果又不懂被我踩了多少百次！所幸没有见红！真是有够衰的！

叫他收拾，就说等一下！等一下又等一下后，就变成妈妈或是我去收拾了！

他就仗着自己是最年幼的在那里叫嚣！搞对抗！我讲一句他顶十句！

当然还有其它的！就是他那把嘴啦！真的‘顶呱呱的’！

正所谓祸从口出！对啦！就是很适合来形容他！

一天都不懂讲多少百句粗口~或是不好的话~

可能他没经过大脑吧！

好了，算是发泄到了！

要去看康熙来了！女人vs女生~

希望我也可以慢慢成功地蜕变成小女人吧！哈哈！

烦啊！

2010-03-05T15:42:00.006+08:00

张根硕与李弘基
超可爱的李弘基

好久没UPDATE了！

是的，烦了一段日子~

自从拿了STPM的成绩后，就开始烦！

原本以为三月中才会出的！怎至今年在二月尾就出了！

是因为很好改的关系吗？哈哈^^

老实说我已PREDICT我的成绩不好的~哈哈！

可是当拿到和看到后，还是会不开心的啦~人之常情嘛！

大家都考得很好，尤其是我的同学们！

恭喜他们啦！！！JUNIOR们，压力很大了哦！

哈哈！因为我班有三位获得4 FLAT哦！

超厉害的啦！佩服佩服！

我好像是他们之中最差的那位噢~

回家后就开始要选什么科来读~

结果选好了！打算立刻上网报名了！

怎知，课外活动的分数出现了问题！

而且是个大问题呢！

往常只要总分，可是今年可要分几个部份！

结果呀！我们又得再次回去学校拿我们的CERTIFICATE~

然后才填自己的分数下去！

那天早上，果然是很赛车的！没办法咯！唯有叫朋友们先去学校了~

由于要复印一些文凭，我就去了KK店！

我的妈呀！怎么都没客人！全是外劳的店员！

可是没办法了！就进了这家“黑”店！

那个人拿着我的离校证书~左看右看的！其实看我的照片啦！

说了一些话！让我好想赶快跑掉！！！

后来他又没复印完给我，我又得留在那多一会儿！！！

过后，终于找到了MR.GOPAL！他很幽默的！又好人~

可能那天他心情好吧！之前还骂他来，不好意思啦！

我得到的是78.50分！算很不错的了！可是差那么一点儿就是GRED A了！

还有！我竟然忘记带最重要的文凭去复印！

唉~又得回学校了！三顾“学校”！

回家后，又去上网并开始选课！

足足用了三粒钟啊！才决定选什么科来读！

怎知还是选错了，竟然选到UiTM！因为有个‘i’咯！

可是没有我要读的咧！为何其它的没有呢！

到最后，说要PRINT的！天啊！我没有PRINTER啊！我的PRINTER拿来摆美吧了！

幸好一切到最后都搞定了！YEAH^^

话说回来，我没那么迷东方神起了！

自从他们的合约纠纷后，而我又得面临大考，所以渐渐的疏远了他们~

有几个月没上论坛了！惭愧呀！

终于我借到了《原来是美男啊！》这套戏！

我真得很喜欢这套戏呢！天天追看！看了两次呢！

我嫌它太短了，才十六集吧了！

现在，我又喜欢上了两个韩国男艺人！

张根硕和李弘基！！！尤其是李弘基！

他在戏里超可爱的啦！戏外也差不多吧！

他还有一场哭戏！他演得很精湛呢！

看得我心都酸了呢！

最近他和他的团员（FT ISLAND）去了台湾！而且还唱了中文版的《依然》！

才教了一次！马上就会唱了呢！厉害厉害！

哈哈！他的嗓音果然是唱ROCK的料哦！

继续喜欢他了！很喜欢他抽风！！！

抽基呀~哈哈^^

what a boring life nowadays!

2010-01-13T01:14:00.004+08:00

嘻嘻^^

为2010年许愿！
我的姐妹们！少了米雪！！！

现在我的生活里，除了看电视剧和上网，应该也没什么好做的了~
还有在家当‘阿四’~^^
是的，每天得早起床，就为了要洗衣服！
其实也不早了，都睡到整十点钟呢！
哈哈！
幸亏不用每天扫地！本人最不喜欢扫地了！
叫我洗衣服，洗碗碟，抹风扇，煲饭还是煮两道菜都行！
但，就是最讨厌扫地了！
原因如下：
1）有很多毛发
2）都是那个不知天高地厚，成天自以为是的弟弟，我可福了他呀！经常把客厅弄得乱糟糟的！到处都是他的痕迹！
哈哈！
最近一直在追看《还珠格格》！真得很经典呢！
害我破费了不少！因为得上网看呀！
终于，我的贵人：丽华小姐救了我！
她的珍藏版借给了我！好让我解解瘾！好不高兴呢！
5号那天是这位‘大家姐’的20岁诞辰呢！她可是第一位正正式式踏入‘2’字头的哟！
哈哈！同时，但愿自己在迈向20岁的这段日子里，能变得更成熟！不那么地执著！而且要有个新形象...哈哈^^
原本想烫直头发和染发，但由于经费不足，所以只染了发~
这天我可尝了我的第一次~^^
就是被男生负责我的头发啦~
他帮洗头时我最觉得可怕！！！
因为...自己想想吧！不知为何他一直扫我的颈~
头发洗了后，真的有把自己给吓了一跳呢！
因为颜色好像太鲜艳夺目了！像我这种怕三怕四的人~唉！可想而知啦！
不过妈妈说洗多几次头就会浅了！^^
礼拜时去了外婆家！我的小小表妹在那儿呢！
真得超可爱的！！！又是咱们的新宠儿了！
对着她，真的可洗涤掉所有不好的念头，让你从想起过去儿时的点点滴滴！
过后就在那里看《我外母唔系人》！结果又让我追了下去！
真的超级爆笑的啦！笑道我都肚子痛了呢！没夸张的！
近来都好夜睡呢！试过一两次都是因为聊天聊到半夜三更的！我的纪录是从十一二点聊到凌晨四点多！就在线整整六个钟多呀！
我的妈呀！好严重呱？若给妈妈知道了，一定被她狠骂一顿的呀！
本人正在失业或待业中！！！要找写字楼的工还是普普通通一个销售员呢？
又开始烦了呀~因为我的英文咯！！！
咳...要在考多一次吗？？

finally updated!

2010-01-04T11:53:00.003+08:00

super natural!
so comfortable!!!^^
Christmas Eve
New Year Eve
Lankawi Trip

since do blogging,it's quite enjoyable if you are hardworking for updating it...
but,i'm not the type of it~
i was lazy to record or revise what had i done for yesterday,today & tomorrow~
just liked what's my blog title-just want to have fun!!!
some events were organised after STPM...
the 1st of all & the most memorable is the Langkawi Trip...
we really enjoy it!it's hard to explain here...
you'll know it & feel it if and only if you are taken part!
after the trip,i get my job-be a professional babysitter~
although they are not babies,but their attitude like babies...
these made me recall my last few years memories-take care of my younger brother...
i made my cousin a bottle of milk with the appropriate temperature and help her get showers~
argh,i made mistake...
i should remind her to drink water!but i failed to do so and her mum 'scold' me...
why i was so stupid?because i also seldom drink water...haha^^
during these period,my grandma was having her trip in Taiwan with my aunt...
it's earthquake happened there but luckily,they were not at there and reached there the next day after the earthquake!
i did connect with them by sms & email...
they said the things there are cheap and worth to buy...
when they get back to Malaysia,my grandma bought me keychain and a pack of mochi!
i love the mochi!!!it's very soft and different with others!!!
Christmas eve,i went to Zhu Jun's relative's friend's house and we exchanged the gift!
and i was stay overnight at Li Wah's house...
we chat till 3am since we are seldom meet...
then,it's New Year eve!
we having former 5AH gathering at Bandar Sri Permaisuri~
it's bbq & steamboat time!
and of course,we captured a lot of photos that night!
it's a bit boring but still considered as a successful event!
because this was the 1st time to organise the gathering...
afterward,we have our own 2nd round at Sg.Wang!
we were in rush but we were not tired with it!
we were getting more excited on the way to Sg. Wang!
the fireworks is awesome & wonderful!what a long time for me to have this opportunity again!
the day after tomorrow!i watched AVATAR with my mum & brother!!!
the scenes were very beautiful!the stories also interesting!
luckily we booked the tickets because it's another full again!
we really enjoy the movies!!!and my mum said this was the best movies ever she watched before!
and many agree with it!
yesterday,i have my family day at Subang Parade!
it's my 1st time to shop there!
i bought shoes and Polo tees for Chinese New Year!
if can,i wish to collect all brands of Polo tees!
that's all!

双子座考试完全凭兴趣=.=

2009-11-18T11:51:00.005+08:00

cute Gemini
i want to sleep!!!
双子座考场怎么发挥?

　　
双子座的人一般不会偏科，因为他们的好奇心很重，在接触每一门学科的时候都会有很大的兴趣，可是在深入的时候他们就不喜欢了，讨厌把事情复杂化。考试的时候这点也就很明显的显现出来了，题目越是靠近书本的前几章，或者越是靠近开学时所学，他们答得就越顺手。而且双子的人对自己擅长的学科就会偏爱一些，对于接触之后不喜欢的是如何都提不起兴趣的。

Oh my God~

i think that i started to dislike number '9' when 1st of January 2009...
haha...it might be naive,but there were some reasons...
in year 2009,i'm 19 years old...
my STPM timetable begin tomorrow,which is 19th of November and end on 9th of December!
1400,19th of November till 1600,9th of December!!!
besides,there were a lots of sad things happened~
i can't meet HIM anymore...
just left some fuzzy memories for me...
i thought i was not that care about HIM,but i was that sad when the incident happened~
'times flies'...it's more than 100 days~and it's 104th days today...
it's sleepless night yesterday...i watched drama till 11:45pm...
so i thought i got to sleep...but i can't sleep!!!
an hour have past,the 2nd also past...till 5.05am this early morning!!!
then only i felt i want to sleep...!
what had i done during that few of hours?
i practiced sit-up!because i'll get tired after exercise,then fall sleep easily!
but,FAILED!
i grabbed my phone and started to play games!
i played 2 games...1st was Tom Rider & the 2nd was Harry Potter!
it's very interesting!when i had unlocked all the checkpoint,i'm tired...
then,i slept...

shopping^^

2009-10-11T16:54:00.004+08:00

mid-autumn festival
mum having her lunch 1st time at sushi king
i cooked them for my lunch!^^
together
the naughty and the other naughties

after taken the terrible result,we just followed what we have been planned from last week!
it's time for shopping!
yeah!i was wearing the school uniform and shopping with my beloved mum and the naughty one-little brother!
first of all,since we didn't own any credit card(good),so we have to go to the Maybank ATM which situated on lower ground floor...
then,there was the stall having branded sale till 70%!we just went there although haven't open!
we did have a look on all the branded bags,shoes,wallets and so on...we observed it!haha!so that my mum know what attracted her.
but,she said want to go Metrojaya first then only decide what to buy.
ok,so we entered!
wow!the Body Glove tees is quite cheap!buy 2 for RM50!
hehe!we bought 2 only...the naughty one bought his favourite again which was in original version-Bakugan...and he bought the gift-Digimon,which was discounted from RM79.90 to RM9.90!IT SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE!

finally,we were tired and hungry!so we went to McDonalds but there were many people!!!
so,i can't buy the Coca-Cola glass...
but,we have our lunch at Sushi King!!!that's extremely great!!!
this time was their first time to have meal at there!!!
therefore,i treat them...~.~ & T.T
we spent RM62.80!
EXPENSIVE???
actually,i want to use the money to buy TVXQ latest Japanese Album-The Secret Code!
but,it's too expensive-RM89.90!because it's imported!
Kimberley told me she bought at only RM40++!at Petaling Street...
i failed to find the shop!!!
moreover,Suat Yih told me their album got big sale,50%!!!she said the shop also situated there!
besides,i wish to buy All About TVXQ Season 3-RM180!the cheapest price i saw in the website!

what can i do?

2009-10-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

it's MUET Speaking today~

so i was quite nervous!as well as others...

haha!

since there was a people didn't punctual,so we were late to get in the QUARANTINE room!

she has been scolded by Pn.Victoria,who is the Mother of Economics...

i think it's very embarrassing...but,think in deep,we might get into trouble if she was late for another minutes!moreover,she was the candidates of the 1st group who being tested...

so,this was very serious!

once we entered the room,we can't get out anymore...till you have done your test!

therefore,all of us just try to do some last preparation for it during that time.

thanks to Evelyn,she asked us to be gathered and pray for us...

before my turn,i tried to sing songs to release some mental burden...

the songs included:

-from my favourite~TVXQ

-Hokkien~started from 'If i got 100 of millions'...

-childhood songs~San Lun Che,When we are together...

haha...there was someone who got the special strategy to relax-the bad guy:MR.LIM,keep on teasing abt my skin colour and weight!T.T

i told my mum already and he has to take care of his safety because my mum got a big power behind!haha!just kidding only!

no wonder Carmen named him as the king of bullyer...

he really 38...more than i imagined!

SERIOUS...Speaking is starting...

the topic-we can show greater tolerence to the people who are:

A)different of cultures

B)different of age group

C)different of habits

D)disabled

i was candidate D...i thought my topic was very easy compared to others...

i think i ok with my individual speaking but when come to the disccusion,it's a trouble already!

i was laughing and even no more elaboration then just passed to others!

OMG...i was crazy!

i can't continue because laughed till speechless!luckily Ee Ting saved me...

we didn't come to a conclusion in the end!

so,nothing more...just have to certify!

since we can ask some questions,so we'll try our best to ask!

but unfortunately,Chien Ling,U6M,she asked details about B),but the examiner asked her back how old is she!!!sounds liked teasing people...so,ended up with a complaint to the MPM??

ok...finished the SPEAKING!

the time to have fun was began...haha!

we planned to watch movie 'Sorority Row' or 'Surrogates'...

but the time showing was unmatched with our student's time...(too late)

so we decided to play bowling!yeah!long time didn't play~just play badminton previously!

we played 2 games-RM10!luckily i brought some money!

i can't reached my target to get 100 spins...but not bad-1st games:96 while 2nd game:95!

then,we have a walk in Times Square...the guys went to Starbucks but they dare to not order any food or drink and just sitting there...somemore,they sat like the King style...

ok la...we dismissed about 3.30pm!

but,i reached home at 5.45pm!

i waited the bus for an hour...then i saw it's coming near to the bus stop!

but it didn't stop!!!furthermore,it's sunshine day that made me warm and i already sunshine girl,so i stand below the shelter...which is needed 10 seconds to come out earlier!

really bull shit!i missed the bus!!!

i have to wait for another hour again!so i decided to go 7-11 and buy something to calm down my emotion...

15 minutes later...it have came!!!and i took a nap in the bus!

BYE...

very down...

2009-10-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

Suat Yih,Pau Lee and me^^at the ''roof'' of the bus

when we were in Hop On Hop Off

wow...

hehe!

hungry??

what's the reason?

i was upset with my attitude but i can't deal with it...

when i got my terrible result,i only knew what i had done and i was damn regret for it!

i can blame myself only...

i love to do procastination...till the few hours before exam,i only realised that there were so much to do revision!!!

haha!what can i do?

i just open the book and ''see'' the notes...i didn't make myself to understand it...since lack of time!

please la...i get to please myself to work hard because i have the only chance and it's the last chance for me already!times flies...!!!

i watched 100% entertainment last night!i noticed that the new idols was not talented!!!

very terrible...they just have the 'face'!the worst is still got a lot of people,they even don't have the 'face',they still think they were that ...these have to say thank you to the tecnology...

i don't want to speak more here...

i bought a pair of shoes again yesterday when we were walking at the night market...

the shoes named 'the Crocs' but only RM25 because 'MADE IN CHINA'...

so,i think it was fake...but nice to wear la,have 2 ways to wear...

Mooncake Festival is around the corner!but seems liked no mood to celebrate it!

the people are too busy nowadays!my surroundings are lack of the feel...

mum was given a box of Tai Thong mooncakes by her boss and she bought brother only 2 packs of candles...not even the lantern!

and,i recalled my childhood memories when Mooncake Festival...

i was living in a small village that time.it's meant that the surroundings was dark and calm!

so,i'll always be the leader to bring my cousins and neighbours to have a walk by holding the lantern...

i quite scared to walk in dark alley but many people accompanied me!but now,no more this kind of activities already!we are living in modern lifestyle...

it's 1st October already!it's mean i only left 48 or 47 days to start my STPM!!!and,my graduation day will be held on 23rd October!!!

wow!!!very fast!

i'll miss my classmates in future definitely!!!

i bought a magazine today...because inside got TVXQ's poster!!!

most of the photos were chosen when they were having activities in Japan...

i prefer their look in Korea!

maybe i not that love Japanese style...

aiya!!!i haven't buy 'The Secret Code'!!!money money where are you?

yeah!i was back!

2009-09-27T14:08:00.004+08:00

四脚蛇！

cendol!

sunset view!

in Hop-On-Hop-Off(double decker)bus!^^

my room

the windmill

the Baba House

main entrance of the Baba House

the tower

the Eye-on-Malaysia and the tower

the beauties with me...

scared!because it was floating and shaking!

i was outside since the 1st day of the holidays!i never sleep at home...

i went back hometown and stayed there for 6 days...

i felt very cold when it's early morning and mid-night,but it's damn hot in the afternoon...

although it's cold,but i still have to switch on the air conditioner because of the kids...

they are used to it already...i don't have air-cond at home because it's cold and i live in the half of hill...so,i just need the fan...

then,i was going Malacca with my classmates...it's a 2 days 1 night's trip!

we stayed overnight at the Baba House...which full of Baba & Nyonya's cultural!it's awesome!

there were some well-known places that we must visit,so we also visited...haha!

for me,the most unfogettable place is the tower which can let us to have a look for Malacca's view!

i don't know the height of the tower but i also scared for it's height...

so,i was holding Suat Yih's hand at the beginning till the end!but not really every second...

we did captured a lot of photos...the night view of Malacca is wonderful!we didn't take a ride for the Eye-on-Malaysia because the entrance fee is expensive?(my opinion)

i wish i can take a ride on the Eye-on-Malaysia in future...

i walked along the Jonker Street for 4 to 5 hours!!!so,i was damn tired!i can't buy too much of things because i just brought RM100...it's my fault!!!

after i went 'San Shu Gong' to buy some local snack and food,i just left a bit money!

of course,we ate a lot of delicious food!they are chicken rice ball,satay celup,cendol,laksa,soya and so on!

and the next day morning,we saw the beauties who taken part in Miss Astro Chinese Internatinal Pageant 2009!they are tall and pretty!besides,we also saw the bride and groom were capturing their wedding photos in this historical Malacca!

just update...

2009-09-24T16:37:00.004+08:00

let's see some pictures!
creative!^^

i wish to live in this condition!

many many of weird rings from farms...

UFO seems like very creative!

very nice!

very boring these few days...because i stayed at hometown from last Saturday till today's afternoon!i'm the only teenager inside the house while others are still kids or already senior citizen~so,that's why i was so bored there...

i watched CH333 of Astro which called Hua Hee Tai(in Hokkien)...it's quite good...that's the channel i had some fun with these few days...of course,i also watched CH324 which is Shuang Xing...because the hit drama-Black & White!it's act by my favourite idol(previous) who is a group member of F4,Vic Chou/Zai Zai...hehe!i damn addicted to him last 10 years ago...his 1st drama was Meteor Garden!this drama is hottest till now!!!this was the beginning of the Taiwan drama!

long long time didn't blogging!

2009-09-18T10:31:00.004+08:00

what a wonderful view!
(Hawaii)wow!i wish to own it!
but,i'm not dare to wear it to go out...
it's cost about RM100,included pos...

yes...
since it's STPM Trials...so i didn't blogging at all!
blogging needs a lot of time for me...
but actually,i spent a lot of time to watch ppstv and so on...
there were many many things i have to recall so i know got what things to type here...
1st,talk about the 3 weeks of exams!it's therefore long to us!us?-upper 6 abraham!
the 14 of us fighting together till the end with perakauanan 2...
May Kay was unlucky due to the LRT!we stayed in the hall to do the last few minutes of revision and at the same time,we also worried her!especially Ee Ting,she act liked a mother that keep on walking & walking...haha!may be she experienced it so she was therefore worried!
hooray!our exams finished officially at about 11.10am...
so,we hang out again!we booked 13 of movie tickets to watch Final Destination 4!
that's mean we seated for a row of 'chairs'!it's the 1st time!
Ee Ting and me made a lot of sound effects during the movie screening!haha!May Kay who sat between us,she was pity because her ears were very busy!
all the actor & actress will be die with disgusting!this is the lesson for us that we have to appreciate our life because we are always faced with a lot of risks daily!
the main actress was the most pity to die because she will be 'break' by the escalator!and the main actor was holding her hand to see her die in front of his eyes slowly!but,these are all inside his 'imagination' only!finally,they still die from where they begins...'it's coming changed to it's time'!after the movie,all of us went home!
yesterday,i went to sing karaoke with my dearest and lovely friends!it's really Happy Hours for us!thanks to them because they were willing to let me sang solo with my beloved-TVXQ's songs!
after that,we were shopping for a while!Li Wah gave me an wonderful umbrella as my birthday present for 2009!it's a big surprise for me!^^
it's rainy night but we still have to walk for a long long way to get into Li Wah's car!we have six and luckily we are slim!haha!(ps:it's the right time to give the cute umbrella to me because i used it for this rainy night!)
then,i got my lovely bag which i bought last month!yeah!!!
it's a busy night for me!when i reached home,i took my bath quickly and my dinner as well!because of my little brother!we were going to buy what he dreamed to own it for 3 years!and that thing is Playstation 2!
so now i'm going to show the process to buy PS2!
it's already 9.30pm when we get there...my mum asked that shopkeeper how much the PS2...that guy was damn weird!maybe he thought we were not buying so he never bother and serve us!!!so my mum was upset and brought us to get out of that bad shop!but,there was no more shop that selling all these kind of stuff!so we returned to that bad shop again!my mum can't wait the weird guy to serve us...so she asked who was the boss!another guy was shocked by my mum's question!finally,the boss only 'realised' how important we are so he have to serve us as VIP!this PS2 cost RM530!with 10 DVDS given,2 ORIGINAL controller and a 8mb memory card!we paid and got it!i also asked for the PSP's price and he said RM600++ till RM1000++...just depends on the software!if can,i buy it already!but i worry that i'll get addicted or i may waste the money,so i decide not to buy yet!i planned to own 1 after STPM!
that's mean,i just play the PS2 with brother 1st as my tranning course!haha!we played right after we settled up the wires!and my 1st game was Naruto!Oh my God!it's damn fun that more than i was imagined!consequently,i played Initial D!we played for half an hour only because already midnight!so,play another time!since it's holidays now!

Sim Pets

2009-08-27T17:46:00.001+08:00

My Page Pet

2009-08-27T17:29:00.001+08:00

My Page Pet

2009-08-27T17:24:00.001+08:00

My Page Pet

2009-08-27T17:04:00.000+08:00

TVXQ...will i have the opportunity to watch yours live concert in Malaysia?

2009-08-26T16:22:00.001+08:00

i'm a liar...

2009-08-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

why did i say so?because i always promise to my lovely families that i'll try my best to study so that i can enter public university...of course,i also force myself that i'll do it tomorrow onwards!but,i can't deal with my laziness...i keep on to surf internet and i think i addicted to it...moreover,i downloaded ppstv...so,i watched the drama online these few days!see...how terrible i'm![yelling...]&[sobbing...]if i can be more hardworking and a good girl like KarMan...or someone else!i think i can be genius too...haha!i really have to say thank you to my brain and luck!since that i'm gemini,i quite intelligent...hehe!so,i didn't pay so much effort on studies...i started my laziness from Form 3...why?hehe...it's a secret?so i'm not going to type it out here!i always works for 30%(it might be less than that) and ''MIS''use my intelligent for 70%(it might be more than that) during exams...and i realised that my intelligent was decreasing when i decided to study Form 6...why did i say so?this is because Form 6 needs a lot of practice and hardworks!!!the syllabus for Form 6 liked shorten from 2 years to 1.5 years!since that i study art stream,so all the books liked History for me!i study 5 subjects...so i got 5 History books to study and every subject got 2 paper!i really worry that i may get mental problem during this period!i got the STPM timetable yesterday!i'll starting my 1st STPM paper-Perakaunan 1 at 2pm till 5pm on 19th November!it'll be end with Pengajian Am 1 at 4pm on 9th December!i quite mind something in my heart!i'll recall it when i'm alone...all the memories during childhood also replay in my mind!ok la...lazy already!stop here and continue next time!

the last day to have fun before trial!

2009-08-21T17:30:00.004+08:00

motor racing style in China!shocked man...!

i like the most left one-Sasuke Uchiha

we were having celebration of independence for 52th anniversary!it's quite well this year...got performance by indians,chinese and malays!they're wearing cheongsam,baju kebaya&kurung,saree and others...i wish to have a chance to wear saree in future...because it can cover my disadvantages!haha!we all paid RM4 per person to buy gift for Pn.Chong's daughter!and she returned some papers about Dasar Luar & Dalam Malaysia!i totally no idea to answer the questions!just like what we planned that we're playing badminton and table tennis with Mr.Chin at school hall!haha...it's FOC!actually this plan has been posponed for 2 weeks already...then i just followed them-MayKay,WengChung,Caleb,ThiamSang & SiewLing to Sing Ma Complex and played badminton.i quite worry whether the hall got people using or not,luckily NO!the members from Taekwondo Club put some ''carpets'' on the ground and there are being used tomorrow.so i planned to play on them...it's very soft and i no need to worry that my toes get painful later!of course we also set up the table for table tennis!Mr.Chin played well and i never play with him...only Evelyn,SiewLing,MayKay & SiewLing played with him...he taught them how to carry the small racquet so that can smash easily.we have fun for about 2-3 hours...i was hungry and tired!others too...so we having A&W as lunch together!wow!it's great!the root beer & French fries!it's unique compared to others...MayKay said the French fries very thick!yes,i agree with her!while the chicken burger that i ordered,it's packaging very special too!haha!i liked a girl from other planet...although the packaging nice,but it's hard for me to turn it when eating!we discussed about the tricky tecniques using by the A&W company...the cup of root beer very thick and looked big,but,remember that don't judge the book by it's cover!we could finish it in few seconds only!a A&W bear was given since we have purchased RM45 and above already!the cute bear owned by MayKay!we're chatting for 30 minutes...i heard a weird story from SiewLing that she said her fish eat little frog!isn't it sounds weird!just imagine!she said the fish's taste changed!it want to eat others,don't want to eat normal food...haha!after that,i saw my bus was coming!then i quickly rush to the bus stop to have a ride,if not,i'll going to wait another xxx minutes then it only come!i was surprised that the bus have a lot of people,may be because of the holidays...but,after Pudu,left 8-10 person only!then and then,i reached home!LOL~i still haven't decide whether i want to climb at Teresa's area or not...it changed to Tuesday!and i'll have 2 days of tuition during holidays~moreover,i have to do revision!!!it's totally not enough for me!

it's over!

2009-08-19T16:28:00.006+08:00

it's great!and it's my favourite-BLUE!
yup,MUET speaking trial was over!but i didn't feel that my burden released...it's because of i did worse than my practice...i quite blank during that 2 minutes for preparation...when the task a started,i didn't know what i was speaking...may be i just want to finish the task,not fulfill the task!i dislike to deal with this kind of situation!it's tension and nervous!since that i got not enough elaboration to speak then i try to speak slower...haha!i ended up with 1 minutes and 52 seconds!after my presentation,it's the turn to our group discussion!i grabbed my mind so that i can decide which point i'll agree later!finally i chose candidate b-ee ting's point!but others said it's not so suitable and i should agree with thiam sang...it's ok!mrs.tay said our discussion was boring...we were too gentle-thank you,candidate x & i'm sorry that i disagree with your point...haha!she advised us to make it more interesting,we were too formal and not liked a group discussion...
i want to talk about what we done in this very good morning...just liked normally that we are having chapel class but we skipped it and unfortunately,a responsible prefect came to our area to have a look!so he noticed us and asked whether we got any permission from teacher to do our speaking practice...of course,we didn't ask for it!so,we were punished to do D.C-detention class.whole classmates were given the punishment but there were 2 person-thiam sang and evelyn,although they attended the chapel class,they still have to do so.this is because of they are one of the U6A!hehe!but,it's unfair to them...i think vin tsen-carmen's boy boy more pity,because he came to our class to help carmen and others to practice,so he get into trouble too...finally,the bell rings!then i got no choice and have to do D.C.actually i already got a dating with Teresa,but it can't happen!so we have to wait for the next opportunity...i planned to have lunch with her at purple cane in today's afternoon because Wednesday dismiss earlier!she have a new idea that have a climb on next Monday!she'll coming to fetch zhu jun to go so if i agree then i join them...i haven't decide,i'll going back to hometown this weekend...but i think i just have a rest in that village!moreover,my tuition time not yet fixed...but,i'll try my best to join them because it's a very healthy activity!this remind me that when i climbed last month,i almost can't breath!because the hill very high!now i climb again...but i think this hill is shorter and more safety!
my mum'll cook a lot of delicious dishes tonight!this have to say thank you to my uncle,he purposely went to the big and wet market to buy some vegetables,prawns,fish,mangoes(he cut it nicely to us yesterday),LaLa(don't know English words) and so on!he quite pity yesterday because his classic car break down during the rainy night!we intend to go out and having dinner but without the transport,then we just ate the stalls nearby our house.it's a weird idea that his friend said he can use the hot water to warm up the engine and start it again!but it failed!this is because the factor was the key!not related to the engine!after he tried for 2-3 hours,he can start the engine!yeah!

MUET speaking trial tmr!

2009-08-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

times flies...our group,22nd will having speaking trial tomorrow!i am candidate d...so i got more time than others(just a few seconds) to think more points?haha!i think i very nervous and my mind could be blank that time(12.40pm-1.20pm)!our examiner is mrs.tay!she is teaching u6p...she love to take photos...i wish that she'll not so straight tomorrow...i got some views from other groups which having exam today...they said the test quite difficult and need a lot of time to think the points...oh my god...!then i started to be nervous and worry about my test tomorrow!i can't speak well and i keep on pausing...please!i hope i can perform better compared to last 3-4 speaking test...so that i would not influence other candidates...but actually,i didn't get mrs.ramani as my examiner already considered i got luck~anyway~i hope my group members can get band 4 and above!gambateh and fighting together!!!

i took this test in facebook,''What kind of scout are you?''

2009-08-17T16:04:00.005+08:00

17th August 2009

16th August 2009

the result was You are an ADVENTURER...

You love adventure and anything else that can give you thrill. You like to push yourself to the limits and will never stop until you reach your goal. Your wild spirit inevitably leads to the great outdoors and the unknown. You don't like to be trapped indoors and you feel that people who hate outdoors are pussies. Only Scouting is the one uniformed organisation that you can pursue your crave of outdoor activities with ease. You are generally sociable but you prefer sticking in small, close knitted interest groups. You have tons of courage and fortitude, and you love travels but hate commitments.

it's quite accurate~i really love outdoors activities!love to hang out with my lovely friends~aren't it's great?!haha!

let's talk about Badminton World Championships 2009 which held in India!

Malaysia have 2 pairs entered semi final!what a great news and i was surprised to hear it!but Datuk Lee Chong Wei lost in the quarter final!i knew it during his performance...he didn't manage to play wonderfully with his skills or techniques!he liked just followed Sony Dwi Kuncoro,who seeded as 4th if i was not mistaken~so that's mean although our Datuk is 1st of the world currently,but still lost...it's quite disappointed!then all Malaysian hoping for men doubles may make miracle...actually they really played well and it's just lack of luck!what can i say?it's lazy to explained here...when my favourite player,LeeYongDae vs M'sian-Koo & Tan,i wished M'sian can beat Korean with sincerely!but who knows that they made mistakes in the end!then i just wished for LeeYongDae to get this big title!he vs Chinese!and i think his chances are bigger~the games were too excited for me!especially the 3rd game!their marks very close till the end!i screamed and jumping when i was watching the LIVE!finally,my LeeYongDae was lost!then i just silent...he sure very disappointed but he still young so have many chances~but the problem is his partner already 28 years old!may be the others who same age with him not as smart as him so have to part with an elderly person that have a lot of experiences to cover it...hehe~just my opinion!

random...

2009-08-15T11:13:00.005+08:00

it's assignment for us to update my blog...if not,my blog almost dead...
i am lazy to update because it's wasting my golden time~these few weeks i addicted to play Facebook...it's a great website!can do test,play games...so Friendster has been replaced by Facebook?my pc got some problems~liked the speakers no sound and monitor no background...actually i thought it's hacked by virus then have to format...so i want to upgrade it especially the RAM and update to Windows Vista...i wondered is it trouble to use?but i think i can deal it since i quite use to it...hehe!but...it's surprised that the computer service center's people,Micky said my CPU still well function...just need RM50 to repair it...haha!i quite happy with it~i always complainning this pc not good enough and i wish to buy a new laptop~but,my father bought it to me~i should appreciate it...it's the only thing he left to me and brother...actually i had a busy weekend last week...i very sad and shocked!i was watching comedy movie that time...after i saw the sms from the youngest aunty,i can't laugh at all...what i can do was sobbing...luckily i brought a large handkerchief~many others felt that i was different and wondered why i became silent in a sudden~but i just said i was not feeling well~sorry!i can't tell you all!it's enough~let's talk about other thing...since it's speaking trial next Wednesday,then my group-KarMan,EeTing,ThiamSang and me have to do some practices~i did bad in the 1st practice~i totally paused that time...but after 2 or 3 times...i think i got improved~hehe!i not so scared but the only thing is i should speak louder so that looked like got confident...OK...i'll try my very best!!!later we went to play badminton~we bought McDonald(again-yesterday having lunch with SuatYih,ate 2 cup of oreo mcflurry,2 packet of french fries...)!i'll going to be fat!scared...when i reached home,i straightly opened Channel 816 to watch badminton world championships!but LeeYongDae played and won...so i missed!but i still able to watch a bit-he wore purple shirt when playing mens doubles~he almost lose in the 2nd game-28-26!luckily won too~but i think i can't watch he play semi final~i'm going back to hometown~since my hometown just near Ulu Yam...then i got many opportunities to eat delicious dishes...such as Hokkien Mee,Loh Mee...yeah!haiz...fat again!

random update?

2009-08-04T14:02:00.002+08:00

LAST 2 WEEKS-i played badminton last Friday with classmates and it just costed RM0.50!~haha!it's so cheap!but i played on Tuesday(club),Friday and Saturday(with Morianz and secondary school friends-Michele & Siew Yeang)...and even Sunday,i went to Taman Sri Permaisuri and jogging with Teresa...so i quite tired but since i love to join all the sport activities,so that i was enjoying very much!we having our own time about 2 hours and it's hard for us to chat together during school days!she fetch me to go and back to house!her car liked a toy...she controlled it easily because she have driving experiences for 2 years!!!i wish that i own a car as soon as possible!but it seems hard because i very poor and the main point is i even don't have a car license!!!so,i plan that i will go for it after STPM!

I'll going back to hometown this weekend...i wish that i'll not boring at there!maybe it's time for me to learn some Hokkien...since i'm Hokkienese,i should know it well!but i know Hakka better than Hokkien!haha!my brother got a play station 1 from his friend for free!that's mean his friend really rich!he said he bought a new 1-maybe play station 4?so that he gave this out-dated 1 to my brother...haha!i was scaring whether his mum know it and what's her reaction...but my brother was so confirmed that his friend mum already knew it!actually my brother exchanged this play station 1 with his toy called B-Daman,costs RM12...liked barter system!haha!

latest news about HIM...

2009-07-25T12:51:00.002+08:00

Max also shocked to hear the news...haha!

this bag~i love it!
HE is a guy that i didn't connect about 10 years...but then connected during CNY 2 years ago!i answered a mid-night call from aunt yesterday and the stories told by grandmother~i totally shocked and blanked for a few seconds!he was in the hospital right now,Sg. Buloh's hospital~2 packs of blood was delivered to HIM because he was not enough of blood due to his liver problem...mum knew this 2 years ago and already gave HIM some advises but he said no problem so don't worry!and now....it's happened to HIM!i started to sob and hided myself under the blanket~mum was sobbing too but she tried to control it!i wondered why i still doing this although i hate HIM...the little brother looked blur and he did not know what's the feeling inside mum and my heart!it's hard to explain...so,we'll visit HIM today's noon...of course,uncle was needed to come here and fetch us to get there~if not,how are we going to Sg.Buloh!!!this incident was happened 3-4 days ago according to grandmother~he is slim now because get suffered for illness~i don't know whether i have to bring anything to visit HIM!i can't imagine the situation later~if he is good and managed to take 'the thing' away,then everything will be fine today!but,he was damn stubborn so that we hate HIM...he is willing to do so neither want a FAMILY!he broke everything and once upon a time he looking for our forgiveness!but,we just ignored it since his fault was that serious!haiz...i don't want to say anymore...

i saw a bag and i love it very much~i wish to make it mine as soon as possible!but,i have to wait till September then only i can have it!quite a long period and i'll having STPM trial that month~so,i just see it as a gift for my 'hardwork'~it cost me RM33-37...haven't fix yet!there was another bracelet that i liked and only RM15,excluded postage~i don't know whether i can buy it or not because there were a lot of formalities~have to sign up to be member 1st and so on...since i'll inactive at that website so i hope no need to do so...but how am i going to have my lovely bracelet?

sick~it's time to rest?

2009-07-24T16:16:00.003+08:00

for class profil~
wow!my love!
starting to 'climb' the Datuk Hill!damn hard and tired!!!

what a great view!but i not dare to stand here and take photo!
kayak~another missed...i scare water...
hero:just let shane have a rest la...
i was having sore throat since Sunday~the main cause was i often ate the food which fried~for example...fried chicken chop with rice,i still having this as my dinner although i knew it~Saturday-i ate curry chee cheong fun~a lot of food...all also fried!that's why!but the weird thing was it's just the left part was painful when i drinking and eating~then mum asked for some pills from ‘chinese clinic' and the 'doctor' said that kind of case was goitre(not sure),i was shocked and worrying all the time!i'm still young~i wish i have a bright life in future!!!but,i got fever(because of sore throat) on Tuesday night so i intend not to go to school tomorrow but i wish to go for chapel class which only let me and Teresa to connect with a longer period~i was worrying about the AH1N1 now...after sent brother to take schoolbus,mum returned to sleep again...and i did so~we woke up at about 9am and finished our breakfast-chee cheong fun again quickly!because she brought me went to see Dr.Loh which was located Tmn Sg. Besi~whenever i sick from young,i'll go to him~he has a good image and temper~since i'm 19 already,so he also older~i saw his wrinkles and hair turning grey~conclusion-times flies~!what he said was just common case,totally not AH1N1~he asked mum that no need to worry!haha!he will not offering the vitamin pills to me anymore~haha!only for children!while i was waiting for collecting the medicines,i saw my colleagues-Myron!i was shocked again because of her hair!became something liked 'lion style'~haha!hope she'll not scold me if she see my post...besides,there were Jaice,Richard and their tall son,Aaven(if not mistaken)(familiar to Daniel Wu)~so i was not dare to say 'hi' to her!but,Aaven looked fat already and i felt that he noticed me~haha!may it be?if changed to Sean,then i'll happier~turning to the beginning,i saw Lavy!haha~i was surprised!but we got say 'hi'~mum said he was handsome...ya,he is!he is a nice guy!can't explain how nice he is here~then and then,we reached home!i started to become a pig after i took medicines~the recess time was not enough for me compared to i'd busy for a whole week!!!

untitled~

2009-07-21T17:32:00.002+08:00

last Friday...we watched Harry Potter!but,we have to take our class photos to post into the school magazine...because we are upper 6 already!!!just liked 2 years ago,we also done it but quite casual...since IT is 1 of the 3 advances for my school which was honored as a Cluster School,so that we will use Photoshop to edit it to be better~MayKay is going to do this~thanks a lot!!!the guard of Pavilion was starring us because we have 11(13 later)people~of course,we also made some noise...just want to discuss about the pose only!可是后来更惨！那个security的阿头竟然也理直气壮地讲我们把东西放在地上~拜托啦！大叔~难道我们拿着拍照吗！又讲我们吵，我承认是有点吵~但根本没那么过头呀！就看到我们是学生所以以为自己很大就可以乱骂人吗！由于时间上的关系~我们赶紧朝着戏院的方向去因为快开场了！好久没吃pop corn了所以就买了但因为叫set的所以我的ice lemon tea泡汤了！其实这套戏的前面说那座桥断裂时，是很壮观一下的而且我也想看这种场面！但是后面都在演故事~所以很有故事性咯！个人喜欢他们在‘踢足球’的场景~有一part我被吓倒了！哈哈~就是当Harry Potter把手放下潭去装水那里咯~突然有怪物抓他的手！that monster liked human-being~actually there were huge number of this monster under the water!真得很恶心~就好像一大堆蚂蚁的感觉！看完后就准备回家咯！不过宝莉和晓玲没拍到照（华文学会咯，可怜~）所以我们去了喷水池那里再拍多几张~拍后就各散东西了！但我，MayKay,EeTing & KarMan就留在金河吃晚餐咯~而且还有50%discount呢！吃完后当然就搭车回家咯~回到家大概八点多咯！

拜六老早就到校了！because teacher asked for our help~for the opening ceremony of Yong Chee Seng Block!i think have >100 people~but no reporters...haha!our job were pouring the tea/coffee into the cup depended on the guests of honor's demands~结果有个好好先生送我们一间印有很多年前的校徽的蓝色衣服给我们~Pn.Goh also gave us a bar of chocolate!!!yeah~it's my favourite!过后我们就去了Times Square逛逛~其实有看到Kim Soon但没去跟他打招呼啦~而且他也搭U44走啦~回到家就补习咯~然后晚上去了‘为吃街’医肚子！点了咖哩猪肠粉！好好吃！还有炒白糕和炸鸡！

到了礼拜~scouting again...but it's 1pm only start for our lectures about急救~想不到那间店连礼拜都开！赚死咯！我以后也想开酱的店！由于还没吃午餐，所以去买了个加央角吃咯！吃到一半就得停止因为要开始了！那位lecturer was Mr.Chen and他在KL区应该很大的~他说我们上8个钟的课就考试了！好像很恐怖！我们学了CPR和咽到时的急救法~才发现~原来是酱的~是娘的~解散后就跟美娜去了PANDAN INDAH跟MICHELE & MUNYEE吃东西！很久没聚聚了呢！选了间叫Black & White的餐厅~结果发现那里-没feel,东西不好吃，员工还多过客人，最瞎的是有很多蚊子！omg...在那里呆了个多钟就回家了~谢谢美娜载我回家！幸好她没有走错路至失踪~

monday...nothing special...stayed till 5pm only went home because watched basketball tournament~then we saw a car in yellow~but don't know what kind of跑车~the driver was an aunty and she wore very casual!!!so,don't judge the people from her/his look...

Today,we got meeting(badminton)...about the fight between 2 guys from lower form~sweat!!!the guy who caused this matter was not our member!he just played for free and still wanted to make troubles!even his mother came to school made complaints~what la...it's fault at first~i'll be busy again on Wednesday? and Thursday!

又是个忙碌的星期！

2009-07-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

tmn pertanian的冬菇园

我的在在刚睡醒~

他那迷糊的样子好可爱！
是我最爱的运动-羽毛球！

若有机会跟他们打一下就好咯！

（别发梦了！）

爬山后的第一天~全身的肌肉尤其是脚部,真得很酸痛~都怪自己运动量不够咯!可是又得上学去不然我的操行拿不到A~加上其它的原因~哈哈！拜一有周会所以得站久些，幸好我的双脚没那么累了！终于等到放学的钟声响了，可是又得duty koperasi-卖衣服和课外活动卡咯！去到那里，看见许多新同事-lower six的~还有一些同事！C先生见到我就直接说我很少duty还有一些贬我的话！他真得很衰咯！当着小的面前那样说我~就算我真得很少也不许大庭广众说出来吧！后来老师教我算订单，他又讲我！结果老师反讲回他，说起码我已算着而他还在那里站着~哈哈！谢谢老师帮我报仇啦！接着就是我所头痛的事了！我的卡不见了！不止我，还有雪亦和治豪的也不见了！当时嘉峻把卡给我，而赶时间的我就教他先收住，过后我才拿回！我就把卡放在桌上就走了！第二天要用时他却说卡不在他那里！天啊！我必须去找校长签名但又不够胆！兜兜转转后，结果校长老早就走了！我也把这事交回给主席！哈哈！hari kerjaya时，我真的是个盲头苍蝇！大家都去询问关于课程的东西，就只有我在那里闲逛~因为我还未找到我的方向！谁能指引我呢？

昨天！chapel class的时候，有点想去buddha那边不过丽华说要去教堂，所以我就放弃再去教堂咯！况且那里有冷气嘛！在那里闲聊的话题都围绕在竹君和wai kien之间~哈哈！羽球比赛开始了！由于我两点半才放学，所以去到礼堂时已开始了！其实在那里都几闷下的咯~全都是男生！又没帅的~有个拥有白栈皮肤，瘦小的男生真让我跌破眼镜！原来他是很厉害下的！哎~有些人有阳光的外形但其实inactive！回家上网时去了我很久都没上的网-大马神起之家！又让我想起演唱会的事！到底神起会来马开唱吗？其实我也很矛盾，因为他们来时很大可能遇上STPM！！！

到了今天！就有我一个傻婆酱去礼堂duty~那个Joseph Leong不见人影！找了他许久才知道原来他还在上课！没办法咯！唯独我作战~其他的都去了精武duty~幸好参赛者都是会羽球之人~所以他们自己搞掂！哈哈~回家时又看到了竹君和嘉峻所以就一起回咯~后来wai kien和ong meng hua也加入了！原来丽华跑去游泳了~所以ong meng hua得自己回~哈哈！从他们的话题中知道了个意料之外的消息，Form 6 Society的new president是那个曾经被我们班十四位作弄的男生！看他的外形真得很弱~不好意思啦~他们也认同！不过他有两位好助手！加油吧！

终于只剩下20个小时~我们就可以去hang out了！这次的地点在Pavilion!因为要去那里取景~放进校刊咯！不然要十三个人都出到完的机会很渺茫！还是缺一个-班长！我们衣服的主题颜色是black or white！哈哈！到底我穿黑还是白呢?我们也订了Harry Potter地票呢！其实也要顺便庆祝Carmen Koh的生日~她很幸福-成绩好，有男朋友疼，爸妈家人及朋友也疼呢！还满羡慕下她的咯！

whole body muscle is painning~

2009-07-13T17:42:00.007+08:00

it's early morning on Sunday and the people were sleeping...but i have to wake up because i was going to climb Gunung Datuk at 7am...i was excited to climb but i don't know i was that weak later...mum accompanied me went to bus stop and i was quite angry with the bus service(damn slow)...luckily,just took about 10 minutes to reach Salak Selatan LRT Station!since i haven't eat breakfast so i joint Kim and others...i ordered hot milo and （steamed bread?）the milo was weird but i still drinking...then,we waiting for a guy because just left him and he don't know how to get here~we started our journey at about 7.30am...Gunung Datuk is located in Negeri Sembilan...i surprised because i thought the hill just in KL!our seniors got cars so we followed them...when we almost reached~there was an activity(cross-country running) caused it's traffic jam for about 20 minutes...some of the participants liked shopping at Pasar Malam,this made us recalled for our past experiences...we saw a couple hugging and walking~may be they wanted to show off or they imaginning they were walking beside the beach~haha!there were a lot of oil palm gardens and our cars have to enter the path ways carefully~of course,i saw cows,sheeps,chickens and so on~we reached at 10.20am and we did some morning exercises or warm up!then we started to climb...after that,i was not feeling well and i almost faint!my stomach was painning too!so,i was the last...and i can't reached them!my leaders take care of me and always pushed me!!!so that i got the spirit and reach the summit of Gunung Datuk!!!i very guilty to them because i made them late and can't enjoy the beautiful view longer...i stopped around 6 to 8 times to take a rest!i knew how hard the job was but i had done yesterday!can't explained in words...you have to go through yourself then you will know!!!i very tired and i tried to give up that time but luckily i got two nice leaders beside me...sorry and thanks!!!i wondered why i so weak today...and i knew 'my relatives visiting me' when i went toilet!omg...my plan spoilt~i want to swim!!!i brought al the stuffs but i can't swim...so disappointed~we took some photos then we went down...it's very dangerous because it's oblique~i wanted to have a rest immediately so i just jumped and my legs was 'twisted'!but i still can walk...forgot to say thanks to Kum Hon because he also helped me to carry my bag and lend me his hand to me...and Jane Khei too,she lend her uniform to me to capture photos...i was upset because i didn't bring the uniform when i reached the summit and i realised it that time only...my pants also broken a bit so i have to use my 'Hotlink' tee to cover it~so embarrassed and a Malay guy knew it!!! after all,we reahed the starting point about 3.15pm...we used 5 hours to climbed a >800m hill!it's my new record~^^then Bee Nah bought me a can of 100 plus and i couldn't finish it~i should finish it,right?we didn't change our smelly shirt so Choon Seong complained us...haha!but no one bothered him!Kim,Bee Nah and me slept for an hour and it's just nice to us and reach Salak Selatan LRT Station again...then Daniel,Kim's brother fetch us to go Kin Chun's house which located in Puchong lead by Teck Boon...we searching for 15 minutes and we did find his house~yeah~we having sauna,gym and table tennis in the club house...actually we were extremely tired!but we just want to have fun 1st!we bathe without shampoo...haha! i played swing till quite high and i scared because long time didn't play...i just can walked beside the pool and having struggle in my heart...i drank 3 cups of orange juice only since i not really love it...i ate dumplings,crab balls,sausages,fish balls and more in tom yam flavor...the taste was diffferent with outside...we took some photos too...we went to 2nd floor to visit his new house~the decoration was considered simple as well but in my opinion,it's already >95%!condominium,i love it...car,credit cards,cash and cheque? are the 5C's theory by our economy teacher~she said if the guy got no any C's of the 5C's,then he is failed!haha~i reached home at 10.45pm and fetch by Kar Wai,who stay nearby my house...i'll ask him to fetch me if having any scouts activities in future...haha!

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2009-07-11T17:09:00.002+08:00

双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　笑>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　爱>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：>> >>> > 　　双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　坚强>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向>> >>> > 　　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　人际>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　朋友>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　执着>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　自尊>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。>> > 　　>> > 　　　　分享>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。>> >

好悲哀但又很正咧！

跟鲍鱼说bye bye~

2009-07-11T15:59:00.002+08:00

首先要感谢老天爷！或是靠妈妈的实力而中了一些钱来还债务！真的来得刚刚好！妈说还了整两千块也！吓我一大跳！正所谓“sikit-sikit lama-lama menjadi bukit”！拜三那天妈就做东叫uncle载我们去吃顿好的！原本是去kuchai lama那里的shop lot的，但是赛车塞到...只因那里有pasar malam咯！最后就去了间88饭店~它是在山腰上的~那时刚好黄昏时刻，晚霞很美一下啦！就突然想拍照咯！但每人帮我啦所以只有自己当camera girl帮弟弟拍了！妈她迫不及待进了去并一直喊我进去！uncle不够细心~选了个很多蚊子出没的位子！所以我就说要换位咯！我点了milo冰！因为很久没喝了！可是他们店没有！结果点了葡京骨，油蒸非洲鱼（弟弟的最爱），马来站蕹菜，招牌豆腐，coca-cola和滚水~等了不久就来了！不错不错！我最期待的是葡京骨~但妈嫌它太酸了！那个豆腐的皮脆脆的但里面很软~入口就化了！（有点夸，但差不多是酱）那里的服务人员给了一下桶饭我们~头一次嘛~所以要写下来！哈哈！吃了七十块...算便宜吧？过后就回家了~==没得走pasar malam！

这个礼拜还满累的！因为有form 6 telematch和要支持朋友-华语歌唱比赛！虽然我是去年的女单第二名（telematch),但今年第二圈就输啦！因为是Fleming~她很劲的哦！佩服佩服！这次我又参加混双~但第一圈就输了！自己觉得有点可耻！很不幸的，对手是丽华和她朋友！我们没有warm up到~还有那些rules不清楚咯！打完后就上精武山继续打羽球！刚刚不过瘾~就酱打到整五点而且外面还下着雨~以为有顺风车坐~不过嘉峻不懂跑去哪里了！但遇到竹君所以就跟她一起回！哈哈！

到了昨天！放学后很赶！丽华要听我意见而且还拿着手机伴乐！因为是illegal stuff所以藏去不搞板后面~我们班今天早上合作无间！用recycle things来布置布告板！Ee Ting竟然还用树叶（不知从哪儿摘回来的）...哈哈！过后就为了羽球比赛的事而忙（announcement & book hall)！终于和雪亦去吃了麦当劳~大派长龙呢！那薯条怎会那么好吃呢！（又肥了啦）吃后我得赶回学校去支持丽华！回到去时，阿FOO已唱着了（九号）...听说他唱得不好~等呀等！终于到丽华咯！她班的同学好好哦！把她名字写在手心以示支持！当然也有挥手！到了高音的部分也就是她最担心的部分时，她好像豁出去般唱到了！我立刻有点激动并大拍手掌！哈哈！昨晚我还满伟大的~为何呢？她咯...说很紧张而且快哭了~我就拨电话给她！并听听她唱（在电话里）！哈哈！然后再给予意见~她的努力当然没有白费咯！今天就唱得好好了！恭喜啦，傻婆！完毕后，我就跟她与她班的同学去了紫藤~我还叫了杯‘葡萄红茶’~味道有点怪怪的~之前好像喝过！是丽华请的！哈哈！他们尽情地聊天！那位印度同胞-Sammuel走后就开始了他们小时候的趣事！竹君真的很瞎！在她一年级的时候而她妹妹一岁，她把她妹妹放在escalator然后傻傻地看着她妹妹升上二楼去！哈哈！结果就被爸爸骂了一餐！还有一大堆啦~丽华在我和竹君回家咯过后~谢啦！

今天一早就起床因为要家长拿成绩册！弟弟穿得很帅一下咯~哈哈！我还以为自己是最后一个呢！是最后第三个！有点紧张啦~之前的成绩都没让妈妈看过~不过老师说我在努力些就可以啦！数学那方面，Pn.Khaw有注明因为我没拿过add maths所以比较不稳咯！她还说有些人虽然有拿但考得更不理想呢！我有点不好意思~但谢谢她帮我圆了一下~Pn.Khoon今天穿得比较美！平时她都以制服式上班！其实很冷清咯！只看到雪亦而已！她就跟我弟弟玩咯！没有十分钟就走了！那些prefect还满有礼貌的啦~跟我妈说good morning,madam...have a nice day!哈哈！真好笑~

回到家差不多十点多~就去买了本杂志~是东方神起封面的！报道关于泰国演唱会的事！超羡慕那里的仙后...而且他们很强！两点多时，姑姑打来问我明天婆婆公公请吃，要否去~但明天我要爬山而且去leader家BBQ咧~所以唯有拒绝！当然还我的kos lepas是一头鲍鱼也！当然还有其它山珍海味！天啊！我的vergil还未想好！又没开始！好像今天要交但又没有buku nota，怎么办？

what a wonderful birthday celebration!

2009-07-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

first of all,i would like to say thanks till infinity to my friends!!!they all were very nice!i was so great to know them...i was celebrating my 19th birthday for twice!!!maybe thrice later?haha...i can't express well at here!but,i think they all knew,we have the same opinion...just keep in heart!i had been celebrate with Siew Ling's birthday on 9th June,which was during holidays period...i sang with Teresa in the morning...just 2 person only!so we enjoyed very much!later,i joint them to have lunch at Bar-B-Q Plaza!it's considered cheap and of course,the food was delicious!!!after that,we started to celebrate birthday at 10th floor at Times Square!no wonder some people dissappeared suddenly!and our cake were 2 boxes of ice-cream in yam and chocolate flavor!we all grabbing the ice-cream by spoon and put into mouth!this showed we were closed with each other!haha!consequently,Suat Yih took out my present from a lousy plastic bag...omg!the present wrapped with newspaper!haha!this idea not bad because reuse & recycle!i knew it's a fashion bag~Suat Yih said she went to PWTC's area purposely to buy this bag to me!wow!so touch!sob sob...

0617...

i was extremely exited today since it's my birthday!Kim made me some blueberry muffins!!!so touch!the muffins were delicious!i received them during recess time!then,i shared my happiness with classmates!the 8 girls shared a muffin while Caleb,ate a muffin!he didn't shared with other boys,maybe it's embarrass to share with boys...i really enjoyed this short period!after double period of Maths,schooling time was over!Pau Lee gave me a A4-size paper!a TVXQ's picture that they carried a gift each other(to me),my favourite idol was printed and my face included!of course,the page behind was filled with my wonderful classmates wishes!some of their wishes very funny~some of the wishes,i really need it!thanks!!!after that,i intend to go to Times Square to join my secondary school good friends and a special guest-from my primary school!(i knew it when we met accidentally at toilet)...but i was stopped by my personal junior-Jol Ann,she asked for my signature...since it's my birthday,i gave her straightly!while other juniors,asked me to let them know their personal senior...of course,i wouldn't let them know so easily!i asked them to find themselves...haha!then and then i reached TS and suggested to have lunch at Sushi King!the set that i ordered was extremely delicious!it's not so cheap but i willing to pay(they treat me^^)...the service staff sent the wonderful-looked cake to our table and they sang birthday song to me!i was very happy!the cake bought from BreadHistory...so it's delicious!after some process,i acted some funny pose and let Michele to take photographs...they bought me a bad which was in shoe-shaped!i was a bit worry because i don't know how to bring this type of bag to shop...i'll try in future!!!thanks!!!it's so touch!!!

sorry!

2009-07-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

yup...chinese singing competition's audition was held last Friday...at that time,i still can't decide whether i want to participate or not!my classmates support me to go and i also practice a lot...i can't choose which song that i want to sing and this make me get into trouble...actually i wish i have partner but Teresa promised with Moon first so i can't do anything...i knew her situation and hope she don't feel guilty?haha...finally,i decided what song to sing...the title is Ideal Lover by Rainie Yang!i sang this song with Carmen Mak 2 years ago during audition for Confucian Idol~this song quite easy to sing so i got more confidence to sing!but~i made my classmates dissapointed on me because i was not dare to sing in front of a lot of people...i sat there and they tried to force me to take part!but,i still reject it till the end!i'll sing with them tomorrow in Greenbox?they want to punish me by treat them the charges of sing k...omg!i got no money...how?haiz...what can i do?i was surprised that my junior sang well in MBS Idol~and i envy her audacity!why i can't deal with my nervous!!!this is my weak point!!!i found that i should be a leader in future after my mum did some test by using my birthday according the Lunar calendar.and i was confused with it since i'm just a follower all the time!although i'm the eldest in the family and i'm a scout,but i still failed to be a leader~i just try to avoid from the problems...i know i should try first in the beginning!ok la...i was upset and i don't want to continue already~congratulations to Teresa,she won the Best Female Senior and entered the final of the competition!i realised that there are a recycle in our destiny and i got it from Teresa's experiences!!!i hate the local bus service!!!although i had make complaints!it didn't works!!!so,i hoping for get a car no matter is branded or made in Malaysia...

shocked~

2009-07-09T19:13:00.002+08:00

last Thursday,i watched Transformers-Revenge of The Fallen with Teresa!what a wonderful movie~i quite disappointed for we can't watch the beginning!but i'll watch it later through funshion.com!we intend to watch 'Drag me to Hell' firstly but since we can't match with the time so we chose Transformers!and i was so excited & enjoy the movie!of course!i want to mention here that i was having 'Teppanyaki' as my lunch!because it was my 1st time only...so poor!already 19 years old but just ate it!i ordered a set same with Teresa and it was the cheapest?RM15...i love to drink the soup,eat the bean sprouts!because the soup not salty as well while the bean sprouts was tasty and refreshing!!!we were rushing to finish our lunch as fast as possible so that we can watch the movie on time!but,we failed to do so in the end!come back to the movie...i really upset when the Optimus Prime died but luckily it 'reborn' later!i was sad when only Optimus fighting there and beat by Megatron and others!!!i realised at the same time that human power was so weak!in short!i love this movie and i wish to watch the previous one!i was misunderstanding this movie before that i think only for boys...then and then,Teresa brought me walked into the 'MCKY' to buy Ai Xing a birthday gift...she bought her a hp rope~it costs RM50...i considered it was very expensive!!!for me,i prefer to buy shirt,bag or shoes~i was very happy for that day and thanks for fetch me home,Teresa!how great she was!haha!

yup,is Friday...we were surprised during Maths lesson because the explosion of lightbulbsuddenly and caused the other classrooms out of electricity!some smelly smoke came out and we were hate that flavor!so we covered our nose and mouth with handkerchief immediately!we did nothing during PA lesson and we went to Centenary Room for our Account lesson!since there have air-conditioners,we were enjoying but the weather turned to rainy afternoon so we were very cold!!!i have to stay back to finish my RM and RP today as i still confused in the morning whether i want to stay back or not!but there's no choice during the rainy afternoon!we did our RM/RP in a special room and a male junior followed Suat Yih to enter our room!!!then,that junior which is L6P and he was from Confucian,was tortured by us with a group of 6 girls!Suat Yih keep on talking nonsense and he turned to me and asked for my signature!but,i won't give him easily!i gave him a tough task-write my favourite idol,2 of the TVXQ's members name in Korean!i also wondering why i tortured him so much.but the task was given and he also didn't reject me!afterwards,he never find me anymore!haha!when i reached home,i switched on the tv and it's 8 E-NEWS live!the host asked some opinions for the case happened...i still realised that it's bad news from the 'King of Pop'-Michael Joseph Jackson!he was passed away because of heart-attacked!it's happened too suddenly!he is just 50 of age but unfortunately he can't be save after an hour of rescue!my mum was upset with this bad news because he is my mum's idol!i think the fans from all of the countries were sad and can't accept it!they said he is hiding...he is moved to other place for freedom...hope they don't be so crazy and stay calm!

we watched his concert on 8TV till the lately night on Saturday!

Sunday-i played 'War Game' with my scout friends...it costs RM 60 and i think the price still ok because Kim told me is RM75 previously.the gun called 'marker' is quite heavy(made my muscle pain today!)!i didn't get shooted but i think i shooted some people~Kim was get shooted near her neck and i think it's very painful!!!we played for 4 games and i was Team A which equalized the marks to 2-2 in the end!later,it's 5th game for girls to take part!i shooted Bee Nah and others...i felt guilty but i didn't say sorry to her!Kim was the bravest member among girls...we having 100 plus and Dominos Pizza to produce some energy?haha!we having a briefing by Hon Kuan about 45 minutes...after we dismissed,i took LRT and i met Chooi San...i gave some advises to her about her Form 6 life~i suggested that she stopped and continue her studies in college.if i have the 2nd chance,i'll not choosing to study Form 6!!!i was very scared when i reached the bus stop because it's dark and none of the person waiting for the bus there!i was the only one!my mum made me more scared and suddenly an insane lady passed by the bus stop!!!i had no idea and i forced to go to the mamak stall and wait for my uncle to fetch me!then and then,they brought me to eat 'Curry Fish-head' as dinner.i arrived home at 10pm and i watched 'Beauty Cookies' for entertainment after i was busy for almost whole day

2009-07-07T14:14:00.002+08:00

wow!!!
MJ really great~

''rush hour'' 4...

2009-07-06T18:34:00.001+08:00

last Friday...i almost late so i have to rush~i looked for Teresa but the people needed is KarMan actually!of course!she will help me to put my illegal stuffs(cellphone,long-T and jeans) into her car...then,i returned to class quickly to put my bag with PauLee~omg!i have to help ZhuJun to ask extra ribbon from EeTing~so i rush again!but she said she got no extra ribbon and i distrust her because i borrowed previously~although i get confused for a while,but i can't do anything~i really quite busy for this early morning!suddenly the guy,OSH-who was becoming Abraham's Enemy now,asking whose ribbon on his hand?i got an idea and try to get it to ZhuJun but failed~SuatYih continued to convince him and she got it!so my burden less already!haha!SzeYan passed me a pack of curriculum card and asked me to distribute it~but bell rings already!so i just passed(liked throw) it to a prefect whom i didn't know him totally~afterward,another prefect looking for me suddenly!he said he can't open the diskette and asked me to send him by mail!i was weird with his email address-dari USJ Jack...haha!ok,i'll find Fleming later~i passed the messages to her and she said she want to get back her plastic bag which was bought it from Korea!!!it's Korea!wow!so good...i was envying that time!!!so,i was rushing again to look for that prefect to get back her plastic bag~really tired and hot!it's MUET period and Pn.Khoon said we'll doing 'Speaking'!i get shocked!!!but she said not break into group...so it's informally speaking only!i prepared but times flies so we'll continue next Monday~she announced a bad news to us~we'll having a new timetable again~our schooling period was longer till 4.30pm everyday except Friday(Muslim)!!!omg!!!why want to torture us!!!we just left 4 months only and we'll get free very soon!!!haiz~moreover,it's for Form 6 only!!!fainting...but i can't do anything!!!then and then,then and then...yeah!finally,the bell rings then our schooling period was over!i just wait for this moment only...why?because we'll having our 1st time to sing k together(classmates) at Greenbox with student price!it's has been a long period that i didn't go to sing k already~i sang till my voice 'broken'!!!haha~very excited!!!and we went to take 'big head' photo and i was enjoying because i didn't make it for real since 4 years ago~just cost me RM3.50 plus RM10.30,the charges for singing~so just around RM15 ONLY~

~☆just want to have fun☆~

sem break

silent

卑微

凡+烦+饭

disappeared??

终于完了！

故事

anything??

heartbroken

huh??

微不足道吗？

大老板!

just ordinary

nothing special~~~

24 FESTIVE DRUMS ^^

星座

Save your life with "The Triangle of Life"

怎么办？

it's HARD!!!`

it's HOLIDAYS!!!

final exams

Nokia X3-02 TOUCH & TYPE

i'm back

upset

study week has began~

双子座 座的性格，准到令人心痛！

T.T

many many^^

一个人

在家的feel

Home Sweet Home^^

started my University Life!

shocked!!!

birthday^^

Desire~

drving test-failed!

家里的超级小霸王！

烦啊！

what a boring life nowadays!

finally updated!

双子座考试完全凭兴趣=.=

shopping^^

what can i do?

very down...

yeah!i was back!

just update...

long long time didn't blogging!

Sim Pets

My Page Pet

My Page Pet

My Page Pet

TVXQ...will i have the opportunity to watch yours live concert in Malaysia?

i'm a liar...

the last day to have fun before trial!

it's over!

MUET speaking trial tmr!

i took this test in facebook,''What kind of scout are you?''

random...

random update?

latest news about HIM...

sick~it's time to rest?

untitled~

又是个忙碌的星期！

whole body muscle is painning~

十二星座的性格，准到令人心痛！from Facebook

跟鲍鱼说bye bye~

what a wonderful birthday celebration!

sorry!

shocked~

''rush hour'' 4...

双子座座的性格，准到令人心痛！